The
Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution in
learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Overview of and
Links to the Pages of My
Community: Desert
Vision - Succah
Parting
from its realization in the exterior World
DESERT VISION
THE SUCCAH'S NINE STAGES
2.Stage:
Nov. 1988 - Nov.1990 : Conception and Pregnancy
3.Stage: Nov.
1989 - Pesach 1990 : Birth of the Succayah as a scientific
model of an SPS business
4.Stage: Pesach
1990-February 1994 : Arrival of Paying Guests and Consolidation
of Concepts
5.Stage: Febr.
1994 - Succot 1994 : Expansion of Responsibility and
Experiment with optimal target guests
6.Stage; Succot
1994-Pesach 1996 : The Succah's "Coming-of-Age"
7.Stage: Pesach
1996 - August 1998 : Fragile Independence
8.Stage: August
1998- August 2001 : Forced partnership of Four
9. Stage September
2001-July 2002 : Conflict between Partners
FIRST STAGE: 1983-88
In Abraham's Bus-Steps
Becoming Prepared
Summer
1983: Inspiration:
"Walk in Abraham's footsteps"
Dec.1984:
purchase of old army bus
Summer 1985 - 1988
trying a mobile life,
not knowing 'what for'
Nov. 1987: 40 desert days
March 14, 2011,
Since I never came around to tell the history announced
on this page,
I shall use the free space on it for inserting more of the old negatives
which I let scan recently.
This will be the continuation of .INTEGRATION
but my sole purpose is now - to enjoy ,
how new and almost accidental compositions "fall into place"
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"Abraham"
, e-mail quote on March 11, 2011
It is of great value for you
to give your conscious attention
to what you specifically want,
otherwise you can be swept up
by the influence of that which surrounds you.
You are bombarded by the stimulation of thought.
And so, unless you are setting forth the thought
that is important to you, you can be stimulated by another's
thought
that may or may not be important to you.
[from The
Law of Attraction, the basics of the Teachings
of Abraham]
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"Abraham"
1999, e-mail quote on March 7, 2011
Whatever you are giving your attention to is already vibrating.
And when you give your attention to it,
if you maintain your focus for as little as 17 seconds,
you begin to include its vibration, whatever it is, in your
vibration.
When you see something you want,
and you give it your attention, and you say yes to it,
you are including whatever its vibration is in your vibration.
When you see something you do not want, and you shout no at
it,
you are including whatever its vibration is in your vibration.
In this vibrational world, which is everything,
you are far more vibrational beings than you are verbal beings.
You are communicating with everyone far more on a vibrational
basis, than you are on a verbal basis.
If I focus for 17
seconds on what I want for each of my family actors ,
will this help?
Qwiki of the Day - March 07
Alexander Graham Bell patented the telephone on this day in
1876.
Ironically, he considered the telephone to be a distraction
to work
and refused to have one in his study.
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On August 7, 1987
Elah, my first grandchild was born.
Ruth's delivery was a very difficult, prolonged process,
at first at home - since I had won over the family for a home-birth
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but then, after all, in hospital.
I was even allowed to take photos of the process,
but later wasn't able to bear the sights
and transferred the photos to my daughter, a nurse by profession.
The entire family was very much involved, as the two photos show:
Immanuel and Ruth, Ronnit and Uri, Micha and Ronya, Uri's sister
(Ronya was Micha's girlfriend for 3 years, but in the
end he married Ra'ayah).
And even Levi, once my foster-son, was with us.
Elah as a just born baby and Elah as a perhaps 3 year old,
when Grandma visited and played with her in the park
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Levi, who had - like me - a truck driver's license
- once helped me with a long drive from the Negev to the air-port.
I flew to Berlin for 2 weeks to visit the woman, I had fallen in love with in
a manic manner, ---in order to find out,
if it would be right for her to leave everything behind and join me in Israel....
I still (March 14, 2011!) find it extremely
pain-and shameful to remember this relationship,
leave alone to document some scenes from among the one thousand days we lived
together.
The question, why I wrote this script and casted this actress, is still not
completely answered.
I use to say: if not for her, I would not have experienced that I, too have
a potential for violence .
For the end of neverending shocks which I attracted from an obviously mentally
sick person,
was -- that I stood outside her minibus in the desert - three times during
one night - and screamed :
"If you enter the Succayah one more time,
there will be violence!
And I don't care, if you jump into the Ramon-Crater! "
"Oh, I no longer have suicidal intentions!"
she answered from within.
She did heed my warning, but neither did she leave the place.
I had to bear the questions of ever so many volunteers, guests and visitors:
"What is this minibus over there?"
Back to our beginnings in the Desert:
March 1988
Let's skip the difficulties we had during the 2 months of "preparations"
in Berlin.
Let's skip the difficulties after our arrival with the minibus in the harbor
of Haifa.
Let's just look at the scenery in the Arava, where we started our ongoing
lesson.
Mimi Ron with her sons.
She had been my angel on the abyss,
when - before entering this relationship -
I wanted to experience total al-one-ness,
but couldn't find it in the first place
a few days - the desert farm of Mamshit, |
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Nor during the 3 weeks in the Zin Oasis.
Mimi came to Neve-Zin for "support-sessions".
When she saw, how frustrated I was
because of the noise etc.
exuded by ever so many tourist-groups in busses
she suggested:
"I know a place for you,
some 2 km west from Merkaz Sappir,
where I live in the Arava!"
And , indeed, during my 2 1/2 weeks there,
I did not see any human being,
except for a Bedouin on a camel
and a Bedouin on a motorcycle.
That's why I brought "my lesson" there,
when we returned .
Unlike Wardit Bar-Ilan in Timrat,
who was -like so many - "disappointed"
with my love,
to say the least,
("I'm sorry, but I can't deal with her!")
Mimi tried her best to serve as a human home,
while bus and minibus were parking
in Wadi Karkeshet - in the nowhere.
It had been Wardit, who had made the connection
between me and her friend, the botanist Mimi Ron.
See, how during The Walk about Love
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I had a chance for a nostalgic hike
from Merkaz Sappir and Mimi's house
(she no longer lives there)
to Wadi Karkeshet..
This was exactly 2 years ago:
March 13, 2009
Mimi took us on hikes in the desert of the
Aravah.
And she taught me the names of spring-flowers.
There was spring "twice" , that year,
as she said amazed, time and again.
After the first spring had dried up,
it rained once again,
and the flowers were delighted to blossom again.
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Glorious landscapes in the
Aravah
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Maya,
my dog,
is still
with me
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see different aspects of the
glorious views in the Aravah
bus and minibus - travel north to Jerusalem
continuation in 2nd Stage of
Succah