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52 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 9th day, 2002-07-15
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2013
The FELT days 37, 38, 39, 40 ~ of the next 15 FELT years
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of g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e Z e i t "inmitten der Ewigkeit", f e l t - f i l l e d t i m e "amidst eternity" from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all] "A dream is our life on Earth ...we measure ...(it) in space & time" -see 2013 songs August Nr. 4- Yes, I, Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, want to measure my life on Earth in space & time! 4 days of feelings will be inserted on each of the 1400 pages [set up between 2001-2008] continuing with M E E M and then following the order of folders and files on my "local site". The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013 On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness. Since feelings must be vibrated and wombed, each day symbolically closes with a song, following the order of SongGame 2007, which includes my own songs from 1967-2011, and from then the songs created by myself or learnt from others in 2012, 2013 till 2028... To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged" in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me! |
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October
2013, 03-05 Only in hindsight I see "the goldmine" in my shame about having written that cynical rhyme ("hi - Yannai") to Dov Yanai, This is an example of Godchannel's claim, that "Pre-determination" is actually "Post-determination"!!! On the first of my almost 6 days at Shoham I wrote an apology to Dov (s.below) and it so happened that Mika [7 3/4] came in and I let her read it. After she adviced what I should have said and what I should have omitted, and after I reported this in writing to Dov, she clicked on "send" and said: "I, too, want to write a letter", and she started , right under the address of my e-mail, to write - in both our names - to Imma and Abba, which in the end became "a story for Imma" about finding a "business-director" who would help Imma to find the best job for her. 9 days later a meeting is planned between Imma and the "business-director" Yanai! |
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the first Interview with God ~1997] "The key to understanding how predetermination and free will are not in conflict is in knowing that there is no predetermination, it's actually post determination From any point in time one can look back and see that the present condition in the present moment could not be occurring now if millions of other events hadn't gone exactly the way they went." |
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When Immanuel asked me on the phone, to carry out what I had suggested, myself, i.e. that Efrat should talk with Dov Yannai, about finding a job [after 21 months without one] I had forgotten about the event 6 days before: I finished writing an apology to Dov Yannai, when Mika came in. I told her, that I may have hurt Dov, when blaming him cynically for addressing me yet another time with "Hi", instead of with the Hebrew blessing "Shalom!" adding that from now on I would never again remind people that if they want Shalom in this country, they should first use the Hebrew blessing "Shalom" Mika said - as if from another dimension of wisdom: "It is alright that you tell people this (to say Shalom), but you need not be cynical or insult them." I reported her answer to Dov in the same letter, she read it, confirmed it and then clicked "Send". Rightaway she wanted to go on writing. So, under my e-mail address she wrote , in her name as in mine , to Imma as to Abba. In the end it became a story "for Imma" only, the letter for Abba which should have followed, was never written. But seeing the content of her "story for Imma", I'm now agreeing with my son, who wrote: |
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I have a feeling that Mika's intention will do something here."  |
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October 25, 2013 - to Dov Yanai,
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Another example of Mika's deep empathy with people and animals
(I wonder when the veil over her eyes, which hides from her what she eats, when she eats her father's steaks, will vanish...)
The old card noted: Hildesheim, Marienkirche, Bronzetuere. Though I found that the Bronze-Doors of what is now "Unesco World Heritage" are mentioned among the treasures, these were the only images I could detect on the Internet. |
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 Mika informed me of her detest of shepherds "because in the end they slaughter their sheep!" The next day, at Arad, I drew an old card from my box and seeing "Cain and Hevel" realized for the first time, that "God" did not only favor one brother over the other, but the one, Hevel, who offered his firstborn sheep to him. |
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another kind of animal and another kind of envy: The parents had gone off to a show - to spoil themselves before the first of the exams, that Immanuel had to go through towards being advanced to fly planes as a captain. So, Mika and I were alone and also spoiled ourselves: First we baked Pfannkuchen (grandma's South-German recipe of pancakes), then we watched the recorded program of "The Next Star", a re-newed song-contest. At some point Mika wanted Nella, the bitch, sit between us and made space for her. But however much she begged, Nella, stayed stubbornly standing in front of the sofa.. "Are you envious of Abba?" I asked, because if he would have invited Nella, she would have jumped up faster than anyone could grasp. "Yes", Mika said, " I do envy him. Formerly I could not admit this. But now I can! It's alright to envy someone!" |
October 3-4, 2013
[as to the beginning of our renewed contact see July 2013 - in the context of an encounter with Dov's son, El'ad, during the Walk about Love 2009]
which are blossoming right now in "my" garden and in my planters (Oct. 5, 2013)
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 In the foreground of this grand greenery, a composition of three different plants, which soon will overflow with flowers one single geranium blossom has opened 3 days ago |
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I have told also in May 2012 |
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 These are the last fruits [look like dates, taste like apples] of this year's abundance from my Chinese Ziziphus Spina-Christi-tree [the info on the Internet is confusing] |
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 A single batch of Bouginvillia intertwined with Passiflora - across the road: new neighbors |
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Closure on Shabbat, Oct. 5, 2013: |
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and see a moving video about Dov and his mother, which I discovered on Oct. 8, 2013.