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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
and - by extension - all of CREATion!" |
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Keep It Simple Sweetheart
whole&full-filled, never perfect&complete
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February
8
Friday, - at Arad
Parting from my obsession to complete
this page--- Febr. 27
back
to past ~~~~~ forward to future
image
of the day
 
Kneeling before "God"
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
10:36
My Body, my Partner,
I give thanks to our knees again,
which now let me climb out of the pool without the need for
a ladder,
something I couldn't do even when I was young.
I remember the sudden failure of one knee joint in May 1994,
when David and I descended
the steep path from Montsegur,
or Eilat's remark of pity+disgust, when she saw in Nov.
1996, in Eilat,
how the old woman could descend the steps of her bus
only with pain ....
I give thanks to the path I was led-
from kneeling on my knees
to standing upright -
face to face with the people I am dependent on.
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How
nice!
I immediately
found that letter from a Nazi prison, even translated into
English,
with the passage which has influenced me so crucially,
[see
p. 332-3 in my Hebrew bio-testimony]
the letter of July 16, 1944, written by Dietrich Bonhoeffer,
Prof. of Theology,
hanged by the Nazis a few days before the end of World War II
"And we cannot
be honest unless we recognize
that we have to live in the world etsi deus non daretur.
And this is just what we do recognize - before God!
God himself compels us to recognize it.
So our coming of age
leads us to a true recognition of our situation before God.
God would have us know that we must live as men
who manage our lives without him.
The God who is with us is the God who forsakes us (Mark
15.34).
The God who lets us live in the world
without the working hypothesis of God
is the God before whom we stand continually."
Palestinian
Melkite becomes first Israeli citizen named a bishop
Jerusalem, Feb. 9, 2006 (CWNews.com) - The Melkite Catholic
Synod has named Father Elias Chacour, an Israeli Palestinian,
to be the next Archbishop of Galilee.
Archbishop-elect Chacour, who currently heads an Arabic
university in Ibillin, a town in Gailliee, is the first Israeli
citizen ever to be selected as a Catholic bishop.
Known for his efforts to promote friendship between Arabs
and Jews, the new archbishop has twice been nominated for the
Nobel Peace Prize. He acknowledged to the Israeli publication
Haaretz that he was taking over the Melkite archdiocese at a
"fairly difficult time for relations between Jews, Arabs,
and Muslims." But in a separate comment to the Jerusalem
Post he said: "I hope to be a moderating voice in the conflict
that has spilled too much blood."
The Melkite Catholic Archdiocese of Jerusalem extends over
all of Israel and the Palestinian territories. Archbishop-elect
Chacour will also be the first Hebrew-speaking leader for the
archdiocese, which serves about 55,000 Eastern Catholics.
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"Driving
Backward into the Future" = "Closeups
to the Past" = Healing&Harvesting my Past
What was brought up by the memories
of my knees and my kneeling
was a ghastly masochistic scene in the movie "Belle de
Jour".
I never asked myself, why Protestantism, into which I was
born,
abolished the Catholic practice of kneeling,
and why it never ever was a practise in Judaism, to which
I belong.
And until the experience with Father Elias Shaqour in 1979
I never asked myself, why I was so attracted to kneeling,
I learnt to kneel at the age of 5, during those 2 1/2 years,
when we were evacuated to a Catholic village,
but practiced it - secretly - at least until the age of 15.
At the age of 8-9 I would wait, until my siblings were fast
asleep,
get up and kneel in my bed
and ask God to nullify the "Curse of Babel"
(Genesis chapter 11):
"If people will again talk one language,
there will no longer be war!"
No wonder therefore,
that I relapsed into it, when I felt I could come "home",
not home to Christianity, but home to "God",
after I had forced myself to live "etsi
deus non daretur",
"as if God didn't exist"
The situation:
Leila Simes, a
Palestinian catholic woman from London, visited me.
While we walked around in the Nazareth Cathedral,
I heard a German tourist group sing a choral I remembered
well.
It touched my intestines , it shocked me into an insight:
"You have proven your parentalness,
you may come home now!"
That evening we visited Father Elias
Shaqour at Ibellin in the Galilee,
now the first Israel born bishop of the Melkite Orthodox Church.
I tried to convey what had happened to me
and asked for his guidance.
When Leila had left us alone, I fell on my knees rightaway.
"But no, no, no, Rachel!"
exclaimed Father Elias,
"You are not going back to where
you were as a child,
you must go forward and find your new way!"
 I
don't remember the situation with me and Abbuna Elias
among children of Ibellin
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Finetuning
to my Present
My
physical kneeling before the God of my childhood
was only a metaphor for my creeping kneeling before every
human being,
especially when he or she was a little older than I, or
in a position of power,
from where I believed s/he could help me fulfill my vocation
and vision.
I seem to have healed most of that horrid "kneeling
pattern".
But why then did I attract that interaction with "Deqel"?
This tutor of my granddaughter Yael at the Democratic
School
behaves in a way that makes me feel humiliated,
and, of course, it's only myself, whom I have to ask,
why do I still need such a trigger?
[See
the reconciliation with Deqel]
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Democratic School, Modi'in, 2002,
Yael, my granddaughter,
who'll now be 12 years old,
i.e. "Bat-Mitzva",
and her three siblings |
 
Nourishment from Others
from my Seth- clippings
(probably: "the Nature of Personal Reality")
p.309-310
You have been taught that you
are at the mercy of previous events,
so your idea of looking for the source of personal difficulty
is to examine the past
- to find what you did wrong there,
or what mistakes occurred there,
or what inadequate interpretations were made there!
... but the point of power is
in the present;
and your present beliefs will be used to structure your
recollections.
(intensely:)
To rid yourself of annoying restrictions then, my dear
friend,
you repattern your past from the present.
[Emphasized in the original]
Whatever your circumstances,
you use the past
as a rich source,
looking through it for your successes, restructuring
it.
When you search it looking for what is wrong,
then you become blind to what was right, ...
so that the past only mirrors the shortcomings that
now face you.
Other events literally become invisible to you.
Since basically past and future exist at once,
you are ...dangerously constructing your future along
the same lines.
Individuals can go from psychologist
to psychologist,
from self-therapy to self-therapy,
always with the same question; "What is wrong?"
The question itself becomes a
format
through which experience is seen,
and itself represents one of
the main reasons
for all limitations, physical, psychic or spiritual.
.. the individual ceased concentrating
upon what was r i g h t in certain area,
and began to focus upon and magnify specific "lacks."
If such a practice is continued, the concentration upon
negatives
can gradually bleed out
into other previously unblemished areas of experience.
Take a break - and mark this session well.
("Yes."
(10:05 Jane's trance had been profund.
I told her there was little I could add to my belief
that the material was excellent indeed.
Resume in the same manner at 10:16)
You are not at the mercy of past beliefs, therefore.
On the other hand, the sooner you begin to act upon
new ones the better.
Otherwise you are not trusting them in the present.
....
You must look within yourself for ... what you want
in terms of positive experience.
Examine your past with that in mind.
Imagine your future from the power point of the present.
In such a way at least you are not using the past
to reinforce your limitations,
or projecting them into the future.
.....
Those of you who believe in reincarnation
in conventional terms,
can make the error of using or blaming "past"
lives,
organizing them through your current beliefs.
It is bad enough to believe that you are at the mercy
of one past,
but to consider yourself helpless
before innumerable previous errors from other lives
puts you in an impossible situation;
the conscious will is robbed of its power to act.
Such lives exist simultaneously.
They are other expressions of yourself, interacting,
but with each conscious self
possessing the point of power in its own present. ..........
YOU FORM YoUR REALITY NOW,
in capital letters,
through the intersection of soul in flesh,
and in your terms, the present is your point of power.
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From
a website about Seth: Seth & His Many Offspring
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"There
are many that say it was the Seth
material that sparked the birth of the New Age. This,
we can not say for sure, but we do know that Seth touched
many with the knowledge he brought to us. And all those
he touched reached out and touched others. Most noted New
Age authors, teachers, channelers, etc, attribute the beginning
of their journey
to Seth. " |
How
It All Began
In 1963, Jane Roberts and her husband
Rob earned their livings as writer and artist respectively,
along with other related odd jobs. Jane was 34 and Rob, 44.
They lived in an apartment in Elmira, NY, and had been married
for nine years. During this time they began to question some
of their dream and waking experiences, so they set out to search
for answers in book stores. They found little available that
contained an explanation of their experiences.
At Rob’s suggestion, Jane began to
outline a possible book that would investigate such topics which
developed into "How To Develop Your ESP Powers". She
and Rob began experiments to gain first hand knowledge for the
book used the Ouija Board for the first time. To their astonishment,
they met a personality who called himself, Seth.
As the experiment continued, Jane began getting his words more
quickly in her mind than the tedious fashion of one letter at
a time through the Ouija Board. Soon she gave in to these impressions
and began voicing the words that seemed to appear in her mind
from nowhere.Those experiments began in December of 1963 and
Jane’s book was published in 1966. ...During their experience,
Seth referred to Jane as Rubert and Rob as Joseph because, as
Seth put it, these names represented their greater selves from
which their present identity sprang.
For 15 years, from Sept. 1967 through
July 1982, they devoted each Monday and Wednesday to private
sessions where Rob recorded over 1500 Seth sessions. Jane also
began classes at that time so others could explore ESP, and
eventually began going into trance during class. In the beginning,
classes were held on Tuesdays and Thursdays, with a charge of
$2.50 per person. There were about 5 to 12 people who showed
up until the early 1970’s when the classes were combined
and expanded to approximately 30 to 40 people.The classes continued
for 8 years until 1975 when Jane and Rob bought a home and devoted
their full time to the Seth sessions and the resulting books.
.....Jane came to believe her job was to enlarge our concepts
of the non-objective world. Seth’s message throughout
this experience remained unchanged. He told us that...
1.) We create our own reality.
2.) Our point of power is the present.
3.) We are not at the mercy of the
subconscious, nor are we helpless.
4.) We are gods couched in creaturehood.
On February 26th, 1982, Jane was
hospitalized for an under-active thyroid gland, severe arthritis,
and other complications. Seth reminded them that Jane’s
physical symptoms were the signposts of her personal struggle,
and also Rob’s, and their joint incomplete knowledge.
During many periods of Jane’s illness, Seth gave suggestions
to ease her condition and at times she even improved but after
a battle for many years, Jane succumbed to her physical condition.
Jane died on September 5th, 1984. Since then Rob has published
two more books that they worked on together and has begun to
republish many of the earlier editions. "
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Northern Lights
and Enya's Song
May it be an evening star
Shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls
Your heart will be true
You walk a lonely road
Oh! How far you are from home
Mornie utúlië
(darkness has come)
Believe and you will find your way
Mornie alantië (darkness has fallen)
A promise lives within you now
May it be the shadows call
Will fly away
May it be you journey on
To light the day
When the night is overcome
You may rise to find the sun
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