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Masterchef - 59th page:
The Finale
Immanuel joins his companions,
who had been dismissed formerly,
while Avi and Elihav
have to fight it out in the live show.
Avi becomes the Masterchef of Israel

I, Christa-Rachel, Immanuel's mother,
have been healing, learning and creating
through "Healing-K.i.s.s." since 10 years.
That it was erased on..... Christmas 2008
was a sign: "no longer create new pages!
but add new creations to existing pages!
[up to maximum 1300 KB size per page]"
The purpose was revealed only N O W:
Humankind is p a s s i n g from
linear time and separateness
to spherical 'time' and ONEness!

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Her nor du schein Meidale

2007_11_28

A Yiddish lovesong
October 5, 2011:
Yiddish is a mixture of medieval German, Hebrew and Polish or Russian.
This fact together with the content of the song and the circumstances,
which made me learn and sing it,
together with the issue of food
make this page the perfect background for the last page of
the Masterchef Finale

Tell me, pretty girl, what will you do
in such a faraway country?
I'll go into every street,
I'll shout to wash the laundry,
but be together with you,
but be together with you.

Tell me, fine girl, what will you eat
in such a faraway country?
I'll eat dry bread,
I'll suffer hunger, sorrow,
but be together with you,
but be together with you.

I've never anyone heard singing this song.
I learnt it from the Yiddish song-book Chana Fairstein-Bloch gave me as a gift,
after my son Immanuel was born.
I was still in Germany then, and there wasn't even any hope,
that I would ever be "allowed" to go to Israel and live there.
"Allowed" - because I believed that - as a daughter of the murderous nation - I was not permitted to join - the murdered nation.
Though the problem of what to 'do' and what to 'eat' in the faraway land was completely different from the problem of this girl,
I could identify with her and sing the song with all the yearning in my young heart....

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RE-Creation-in-slow-motion
Masterchef
Israel Summer 2011

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Finale - September 24, 2011 - Immanuel parts

Immanuel: "First of all I want to thank this amazing team.

"And a gigantic thankyou to my family

"Only who was here, knows
what we went through really.
Amazing, amazing.
It gave me material for a whole life,
not only with regard to cooking

Dita, his stepsister, Elah, his eldest daughter, Joel, his stepbrother - what a union!

His wife, sad Mika's mother, sends a kiss through the air

His elder son with his grandmother and some tasters who are glad for us

Michal: "Immanuel, it's important for me to tell you~~

"For perhaps you learnt~~~

"to connect to another place~~

"You won~~~

"You won in this competition~~~

"through the means of FEELINGS~~

Michal is completing
what I began with my son when he was 14

[I think this sentence made him look at Avi,
who had helped him towards this new level]

"to put-out a very very high level of accomplishment"

Immanuel: "Right"

"I can say
in the name of my colleagues,
that it was a delight (oneg)
to face you [la'amod mulkha]
and to eat the food you prepared."

Michal:
"At the place
where the mind and the feeling met,
you made amazing food
I very much hope, that you take this thing from this competition~~

"Immanuel, you are invited to join the other friends of the team, who are awaiting you on the veranda~~

"Though we said "Shalom" to Immanuel, we'll all meet [? I didn't grasp the word]
Avi, Elihav and Immanuel, we changed [?] your recipes for Rosh-Hashanah,
and you can find them on the new site of "mako", called "okhel tov" (good food)

[to the audience:]
"You are invited to enter and begin to cook, and most important, you may have a "chag sameach" , a joyful and tasty festival"

I, Rachel, am not interested in documenting the competition between Elihav and Avi,
though I emphasize again, that the outcome, be it "by accident" or be it manipulated,
is "right" in my eyes:
If my desire, that the rules should be changed and not One, but the Three should win,
does not agree with what is right for "the Universe",
then it is best, that Immanuel should be the third and Avi the first.

The only other grievance I have (in addition to the unnecessary slandering of the "Knaafeh"),
is the fact, that noboy in the audience even knew, that Immanuel, too, had prepared "the Finale-Dish",
and that this had been cooked by the 15 cooks (the chef of them lives in Shoham and is devastated...)
not only did they not know, nor did the tasters taste it, but the one hundred dishes were thrown away,
at a time, where millions in the world starve to death.

I can now - after all my slow-motion work - understand, why it is right for the Abundance Society
to give so much attention to food and to cooking,
and I'll try to put my understanding in words, in time,
but I want to keep up my pain about the "500 ingredients" - made available for the team of fourteen,
without me ever hearing a word from anyone about the origin of these raw materials:
mostly from suffering animals and from humans who work like slaves.

Of course I watched the clip about the cooking of Avi and Elihav once more.
I detested their unaware relation to meat - as I did throughout the program, also with concern to my son,
but I like the inserts of their musings about themselves and how they opened up to feelings,
and how they now feel so much empowered, so much more themselves.

Elihav: "that's exactly me - layers upon layers upon layers - in this program I learnt how fragile I am..."

Elihav: "....produces the vulnerability of all this noisy image of mine,
that looks hard, but if one does like that with the finger,
it's possible to enter right into the heart.
In this program I discovered how - concerning all the vulnerability of my interior - I'm busy to cover it up, to defend it....

The Finale-dishes were not cooked in the hall, in which they had done all their cooking assignments,
and in which the Finale itself now took place - with us, the families, as participants,
Each of the three cooked in a separate room, and I detect the background of nauseating meat exhibitions.
Don't get me wrong: I do eat meat and I enjoy meat, when I'm in a situation, where people invite me.
The love they give and my grate-full-ness to them and to the animals may compensate for their suffering.
I'm not talking about their being killed, but about their being raised in the most inhumane conditions....
[Somewhere in "Right Use of Will" it is said, that "cattle are asking me ['God'] to lift them up from earth"]

"to enwrap things within things within things,
to put as much defense mechanisms as possible, for one can break me within a second.
Thanks to all this process, thanks to the judges , who did not give up on me all along the way:
"peel yourself , clean yourself, peel yourself, clean yourself"
... giving me this inner strength to believe in myself, in what I'm doing".

Those photographers also deserve my highest appreciation!
Who except for me, the slow-mover, will enjoy this dish in the oven?

Avi, too, muses about his experience and feeling
during the process of his cooking the Finale-dish.
For instance:
Avi looks at his dish (meat, meat, meat...):
"All the richness, the colors, the flavors, that's what I am today

Before the two dishes of Elihav and Avi - multiplied by one hundred - are presented to the tasters,
Chaim, the loving Chaim, says:
"Without any doubt this was a season of friendship.
The combattants proved to us,
that also in a competition
it is possible to help,
it's possible to "fargenn"
(I explained this word already somewhere)
it's possible to love each other.

"And therefore, in the spirit of this season,
and a moment before Elihav's dishes go out,
we asked Avi to tell,
who in his opinion should be the Masterchef of Israel."
[after a moment's clip about Elihav's audition,
and with scenes throughout Avi's words
which demonstrate what he says about Elihav:}
Avi:
"Elihav is a man so talented,
he is creative on levels never heard of,....
He is able to put the food on the plate
in the prettiest visual manner.
Several times one of the judges asked for his recipe,
and Chaim once even took out his cellphone
to photograph one of Elihav's dishes....
You don't understand
what special soul we are talking about here.
This is a very good friend I took here from the program.
And I very much love him.
He deserves, he really deserves
to be the Masterchef of Israel,
He deserves it!"

[Rachel: in this moment , Oct. 5, 2011, I heard the croaking of migrant birds,
I ran out, barefoot, and saw their spiral flying in the skies.
I ran back for the camera and managed to take one image]

Eyal:
"Elihav,
what happened
that in this last moment
such loneliness
broke out
from this dish?"

Chaim's judgment:

"It's the first time
that you really enter the pan,
you put boundaries.
Usually your food is dispersed all over
on the plate, on the table,
and now it's as if you said to yourself:
"OK, I reached the Finale,
let me for a moment be with myself,
and that's what you put on the plate."

Eyal's judgment:

"the parts of the dish around the plate
are not connected to each other,
but then suddenly in the center
there is Elihav with all his flavors.
Is this the story of your life
and of your family?
I don't know, if the center of the dish
actually creates life...."

Now - 11 AM - I heard the birds again, farther away,
I ran out again, but they were too high up in the sky.
Still, I caught another picture, without zoom , without anything

I sang:
"I, I would like to be a bird, to fly above, above the earth..."

And when returning, half blinded by the sun,
I ran directly into the arms of Shalom, my neighbor...
A time for reconciliation
(with someone whose "Cain" is triggered by Immanuel's success...)

That is too fantastic a story to tell it "in between".
The meaning of Immanuel's birth and existence!

In the end he even dug out some self-sown tomato-plants for me,
while I ran to fetch the little photo , which I had intended to show him,
if, yes i f I could make him listen to me for a moment on Yom-Kippur.

I really don't have "to do" anything,
to initiate anything,
to plan, to organize anything,
I must just desire, just intend, just focus
- and "peace he'll make"
(see my/Yehuda Halevi's song, a mysterious gift from dead Rafael)

Now it's Avi's turn to help the 15 cooks, with chef Rubi Portnoi from Shoham,
to make the last preparations for the 100 dishes soon to be presented to the tasters.
But before that Elihav, too, is asked to tell, why Avi should be the Masterchef of Israel

Elihav:
"When I think of Avi,
I first of all think about a giant...
And during the program
he opens and opens and opens
[I can't possibly convey all of Elihav's praises,
phrased as usual in the language of a true poet]
Something connected us,
something as if from the backgrounds,
that both of us come from the same families,
from there we connected with each other.
Everyone can say, that to make the dish of Imma, is no big deal,
but what Avi does .....

I adore him,
and that's why I think, that he deserves it,
to become the next Masterchef of Israel"

Eyal: "This is the dish of a man
who knows who he is and where he stands.
[I can't repeat or even understand the metaphors which Eyal uses]
How much gentleness, how much power, how much longing, that's food that awakens tears to the heart."

Again the waiters
- in a perfect procession-
present the 100 dishes,
cooked according
to Avi's recipe,
to the 100 tasters.
And again we, the families,
didn't get anything,
nor did anyone tell us,
why we had to wait in vain
and stay hungry
through all the event
till the end..

Since Elihav's dish was taken from them so fast,
it's obvious that this time,
with Avi's dish,
the tasters hurry up to get
as much food as possible
into their stomachs,
empty since 5 hours,
before the still full plates
are again grabbed from them.
[Strange behavior...]

Ilanit, Avi's wife, rejoices [to her right Alon's profile!]

While Roshfeld adds his points
to those of Michal, already on the board,
Immanuel is seen watching from the veranda

Chaim:
"Elihav and Avi, you came a very long way.
Now you are giving inspiration to thousands of people,
whose true desire in life is to cook.
Yet there can be only one Masterchef~~