The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

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InteGRATion into GRATeFULLness
Singing&Sounding keeps me Sound

 

 

AVE MARIA - where have you been hiding

And two songs about "The Mother" from Godchannel.com

and Kobi Aflalo's "Sea of Compassion":

2007_10_26
Ave Maria - where have you been hiding
Listen also to
Noa & Mira Awad - There Must Be Another Way -
with which the two singers even appeared in a kids' program.
Therefore even Mika, who doesn't know English,
sings "There must be another way!"....
lyrics:
Noa
 or
Achinoam Nini

[read my ardent quest to her,
which was not answered]

tune:
adapted by Charles Gounod
to J.S. Bach's Prelude #1
from the Well-Tempered Klavier


Listen to AchiNoam
on Christmas 2010
in the Church of Assisi
from the fourth home-page of
Healing-K.i.s.s.

In the evening of Tomer's Brit,
his father inserted a CD
with this song

 

Ave Maria
Where have you been hiding?
Don't you know we need you!
Things are looking pretty bad down here.
I know that there is beauty,
Gentleness, and laughter.
These are things you always stood for
Help us find them too.

I know you hear the fighting
See the torch we're lighting
On our quest for peace and freedom
Help us see this through

Hey, there, Maria! Santa Maria
May I take a liberty
And say that it's a shame to me
Not to live in harmony
We're all just hoping
someone will step forward singing Amen
Come let's join in and sing Amen
On 2010_10_13, I was "forced" to transfer another version of this music (without the lyrics)
to this page, in order to free space on the original page.

... And I want to express this
with Schubert's Ave Maria,
which I used to sing,
accompanying myself on the piano,
as painted by Mona Yahia in 1983,
when I still had a piano
before my long journey to the desert.


This was played by the Gypsies
on the streets at St.Maries-de-la-Mer
during the Gypsies' Festival in May 2001
and recorded with my "walkman"
On this very day I received a group e-mail from Achinoam Nini, [see below].
Also:
on Oct.8, 2010 - 1 hr. after Tamir's SMS, that he and Hila were in the delivery-room,
there was a sudden change in the program of TV Channel 2: "A Day after Birth",
about "Postnatal Depression", in which Achinoam shared her double experience.

2001
This new, so relevant text to the traditional Latin Ave Maria (Hail Mary)
was created by the Israeli singer of Yemenite background
Noa or Achinoam Nini.
Some years ago she even sung it in front of the catholic Pope.

I never go to concerts,
but while working on the realization of my desert vision,
there was once a very unusual event,
a concert with Achinoam in the middle of nowhere in the desert.
I drove there in my jeep with the team of the Succayah
(the model of a desert hosting business) ,
and I was deeply touched by Achinoam's singing.

In 1995. I was given the gift of a discman with this one disc.
I walked over the mountains of the desert listening to this song.
I sat under the stars outside my mobile home in the desert
singing and praying Achinoam's Ave Maria together with her.

In 1998 - in a desert hosting business high above the Salt Sea,
where I and some partners, among them Tamir Peleg,
were preparing for another realization of my (our?) Desert Vision,
Suddenly Tamir called me: "Look, who's standing there at the counter!"
I touched her shoulder: "Achinoam?" She turned around, perplexed!
" I'm Rachel, the founder of Succah in the Desert!"
She embraced me with all her heart, and for some time we were friends.
It was me, who asked for a temporary separation...
But the time will come for a reconnection [see the story of her song "This evening knows".]


Achinoam Nini on tour with her family
2002 and 2003.
Her husband, Asher, a lung doctor
once helped me immensely,
when I was at the Dead Sea,
during my Ein-Gedi period,
and could hardly go on living,
so horrid was my coughing.

Achinoam in October 2007
"a good friend sent me the link to the trailer below. i watched it with tears in my eyes.
then watched it again with my children.
please take the time to watch this incredible homage
to the beauty of the human spirit and the power of music...
two things i believe in more than anything, and have been my beacons through my entire adult life."
Alice dancing under the Gallows ~~~~It reminded me, Christa-Rachel, of Elah's acting in "Orchestra on Probation"

Two songs from Godchannel and a sculpture on one of the first pages of Healing-K.i.s.s., in June 2001, i.e. - now, on June 23, 2011, 10 years ago.



THE PAIN

my own singing , on June 23, 2011

He is the One, He is the One.
He threw Her out,
He threw Her out like She was scum.

Everything He did not like,
He thought She had become.

And all that He denied,
And all that He despised
Is what She held.

Until He gave Her one great smack
Sent Her reeling back To Hell.

  She held the pain,
She held the pain.
She felt the shame, She took the blame
For all He feared...

That His great image
was not all that it appeared.
And under that facade of goodness...
Was a cold and hateful strike
That sent her falling back in horror,
struggling for Her life.

All the pain,      All the pain.       


O Mother of Everything

my own singing on June 23, 2011


Oh, Mother of Everything
It's to you that I sing
You who hold me and hear my cries
In the darkness You have eyes

Now I come to You on my knees
Once denied You, now I see
My heart opens and I receive
The gift of Your love

The gift of Your love

 

bio-context in Learn&Live16>January 24, 2011


Celebrating what is right with the world: a lovely "reality-show":
asking for donations for "the Golden Children" of the Variety-Club,
by singing, dancing, giving gifts to the chosen representatives,
children with special needs who voiced their dreams!
That's Israel at its best!
And the combination of asking for donations,
letting people love themselves for a moment for giving money,
show everyone, that what these children – and therefore everyone – need
is to be empowered, is to believe in their dreams,
and all this embedded in entertainment!
That's the present world as its best!
I'm going to learn the first, so very beautiful song,
"Ocean of Compassion"
which was sung by the author, Kobi Aflalo,
and the fantastic facilitator Avi Kushnir
(perhaps for the first time I wasn't triggered in my hole
–see Closeup 2007_05_03 - by seeing him)

The Sea of Compassion
modified by me on 2013-01-30


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2014
Achinoam asks to become involved in her new album "Love Medicine"
Noa (Achinoam Nini) Underwater Shoot for "Love Medicine"

April 1, 2014 - Achinoam, Shalom
I was so touched by the two videos you sent,
that I had to ponder a while about the history between us:
since your performance in the Ramon Crater in 1993
(I drove the Succah-jeep there with my first real team,
but from which I could not prevent to humiliate me,
at that occasion and later....)

It is difficult to believe,
that you have been a celeb for 24 years,
without being damaged by it,
yes, at the same time you live a loving relationship
with your husband (who in 1999 saved me from unbearable coughing),
with your children,
and with Mira, your Arab-Jewish friend.
You seem to be a super-human being,
always pleasing everybody around me.
I could not trust this (nor can I trust it now),
and I felt, I had to part from you partially,
in order to not "enable" what I saw as denying much of yourself.
For my vocation is - as I finally came to understand around my 75th birthday -
"to be a pioneer of Evolution in learning how to feel".

Yet on this day (March 20, I'll postpone sending this letter)
I feel grate-full - not only for your existence in the World,
for which I always was and am grate-full-
but for how you strengthened me in recognizing who I am...
I remember every interaction and every appreciation from you.
Right now - in the context of your underwater video - I recall
our bathing in the tiny sweet weed pond at the Salt-Sea , 1998.
And I ponder-wonder, if I should let you know, what I am living now.

After 8 years of having followed the inner command
to "cease manifesting" on the exterior level,
since any advance , which leaves so many denials behind,
in the people with whom and for whom I work, yes even in myself,
causes terrible reversals (see the French , Communist and even the Zionist Revolution).
I am called to radiate and to transmit
what has to happen towards a quantum-leap in Evolution.

I'm at least attaching the verbal sculpture of the "Tent-Vision",[s.March 25, 2014]
so you and I can know, if it touches you or not.
[Soon there will also be a presentation with 220 images about 22 years of R&D]

As to your new album, there is no doubt, that it will be a great success!
April 1, 2014 Dearest Rachel

You always were a unique human being and I am honored to have been able to spend time with you and learn from you. you had a great impact on me then, and I will always carry that within me.

Your tent vision is beautiful.

I am eager to see a more detailed presentation, to better understand what you have in mind.

In any case I am sure it would be an amazing asset to this country if you could bring your project to fruition.

I send you all my love and respect

Achinoam



continuation : my letter to Achinoam, asking her to come to Mitzpe-Ramon, will be sent, when the presentation of the Tent-Vision will be wholly ready. (April 11, 2014]