The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries


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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

52 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 2nd day, 2002-07-08


2013

The FELT days 9, 10, 11 , 12 ~ of the next 15 FELT years

1 5   y e a r s  = 5 4 8 0   days   of
g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e   Z e i t   
"inmitten der Ewigkeit",
f e l t - f i l l e d   t i m e  
"amidst eternity"
from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all]
"A dream is our life on Earth ...we measure ...(it) in space & time" -see 2013 songs August Nr. 4-
Yes, I, Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, want to measure my life on Earth in space & time!

4 days of feelings will be inserted on each of the 1400 pages [set up between 2001-2008]
continuing with M E E M and then following the order of folders and files on my "local site".

The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013
On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness.
Since feelings must be vibrated and wombed, each day symbolically closes with a song,
following the order of SongGame 2007, which includes my own songs from 1967-2011,
and from then the songs created by myself or learnt from others in 2012, 2013 till 2028...

To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged"
in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me!


2013-09-05 Rosh-Hashanah -still 5472 days

Since no "sins" have to be brought before "God";
"khaeshbon-nefesh"/self-examination I do daily;
as well as taking upon myself the "sins" of Israel;
and grate-full-ness for the past year and belief in the "sweetness" of the coming year is filling me,
the feeling I do want to focus on through this day
is my desire to integrate linear and spherical time.

Song: hinne yaskil avdi [Isaiah 53]
2013-09-06 Rosh-Hashanah -still 5471 days

What exhilaration! I'm dedicating the hours of al-one-ness
(there were also interactions, Tzippi visited, Micha, Arnon , Immanuel, Mika, Tzilla, called, SMS asking for forgiveness from Tamir, Meital) to add the new top on all 1400 pages.
Reaching "Edited Godchannel" I whine: why don't you talk like this any longer? Answer!

Song: ha-maskilim yazhiru [Daniel 12]
2013-09-07 Shabbat -still 5470 days

Grate-full for shame, goldmines in SHAME?
Tzippi again, with Julie. ~~Julie stayed on.
"Now what about you, Rachel?" 15 min!~~
"It didn't touch me!" I praised her honesty, showed, how she could make me voice only what is relevant for her. But I - for the next 14 hours- sank into shame, self-blame, till

Song: Der Abend kommt


2013-09-06 -Sunday- still 5469 days  

yes, till I detected a huge goldmine in SHAME.
Feelings are also meant to guide my choosing,
Do I truly want to talk=teach through myself?
If yes, can/should I take the consequences of
- being "not relevant" or overwhelming people,
and -for my Ego- being not-or-mis-understood?
When should I protect myself and people and

Song: ani rotzah livkot [Avital's poem]