The
Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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Keep It Simple Sweetheart
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Then those who see Ha-Shem, will talk
among each other,
and he listens and he
hears
yatakaalamuna allathina
yarau'na-hu ,
va-yusri va-yasma'
Dann die IHN schauen, werden reden miteinander,
und er lauscht und er
hoert
Puis ceux qu'ils voient Ha-Shem, se parlent
l'un a l'autre
il entends,
il ecoute
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may
7:00
I desire to contribute to another
"yom gaddush ve-qaddosh" [a
day - brimful and holy]
in which I see "excitement & fulfillment", i.e.
the main conditions for Heaven-on-Earth.
I desire that Tomer will share his plight of "I have talents
but no challenges" with Abba & Efrat.
I desire to give to Tomer what he yearns for, but to express,
even radiate my boundaries clearly.
I desire to continue being bathed in Mika's amazing warmth and
communication.
I desire to breathe every moment of togetherness and
not yearn for al-one-ness & kisslog creativity
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Mika
after Shabbat dinner goes to the piano:
"I want to play"
and after Abba joined her :
"and you play the drums!"
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
8:30
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks again and again to all the anatomy and physiology,
which allows me to sing and often feel true bliss,
even when I sing alone, and the more so,
when I can join others, especially my family, in singing.
How magnificent was it to sing with Mika "But
I forever stay I ",
while she was sitting on top of some ladder-device on the
playground!
I am grate-full for a wonderful and
wondrous day!
The travel was easy - no crowds in bus and train and on stations
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and also because I was busying my mind with rehearsing 3 new
songs:
"va-ani ashir"; "barekh
aleinu aet hashanah ha-zot", "Dive
like a sea-gull".
The meeting with Tomer was balanced, no overstepping of boundaries.
I could let go of my own - expressed - pain, that he only
wants to teach me
but discards my own need for teaching him
5 min. of the laws of harmony,
so that you can develop your own music
& not repeat the pieces you once learnt
I am grate-full
for Mika's initiative to play the piano and the drums,
which led to such an exhilarating togetherness of singing
and dancing
and reminded the family to re-introduce this fullness into
Shabbat Eves.
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Two Shabbat morning hours with Mika in my
room
After an extensive brunch - Tomer drags me to
his music again
"All
you are showing me here,
Tomer:
Does this only "interest" you,
or do you want to be a part of it?"
"I alreay have been a part of it!
I once would come
straight from school
to Shenkin
street in Tel-Aviv
enter a squatting community
and sleep with them.
I go there to see my friends,
and I don't mind
if they are squatting
or living under a bench
I know how to guard myself
(lishmor al atzmi)
and I have my boundaries
(gvulot) "
About London squatter punks
1983 Islington Squatter Punk Documentary
The Exploited
- Chaos is my life
No future no future
No future at all
No money no job
You've got fuck all
[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Another fucking restart
Is waiting for you
The future is fucked
More chaos for you
[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Don't let the bastards
Get to you
The future is chaos
And chaos is you
[Chorus]
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life
Chaos is my life [x4]
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You
can turn the other cheek - you can't just turn the other cheek
I explained to him, that this
metaphor originates in a saying of Jesus,
on which the Christians base the "superiority" of
Christian morale
over Jewish morale
("eye for an eye, tooth for a tooth").
I also keep explaining to him, that fighting the Nazis, Fashists
etc.,
strengthents those against whom one fights - which is a physical
law
but I agreed, that it also strengthens the fighters (see my
lesson from Jonathan
Jacobi or Jacoby)
[See
my lyrics - as response to the two "cheek-songs" and
as a basis for Tomer's song!]
NOFX
- American Errorists (I Hate Hate Haters)
It’s ok,
allow yourself a little hate
Hatred is not so bad when directed at injustice
You can turn the other cheek,
just don’t turn the other way
Enemy of the planet
we finally have a common aim
a reason to forget about our differences
and stand as a united front
It’s up to us,
we must expose,
Humiliate American errorists
We’ll start with one
The war has just begun
The war has just begun!
[See
Wikipedia about NoFX]
[See
Wikipedia about Oi Polloi]
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Oi
Polloi - Bash the Fashs People have
to defend themselves against the fascists,
they can't just turn the other cheek
Oi!
Nineteen nineties and the nazis are back
Family burnt out in an arson attack
Children lying in hospital dying of their burns
It's about time that everyone learns (to) BASH
- BASH THE FASH!
Germany in the thirties was the same
A life or death struggle - not some kind of game
Learn at least the basics of some martial art
Then you'll be ready when the aggro starts
B.N.P. scum marching on your street
They even get elected when they should get beat
Beat off the streets that belong to us
You won't stop them with chants and placards so just
First they came for the Jews
And I did nothing to help them because I was not a Jew
Then they came for the communists
And I did nothing to help them because I was not a communist
Next they came for the trade unionists
And I did nothing to help them because I was not a trade
unionist
And then they came for me
And there was no one left to help me
Adolf Hitler himself said that the
only way
the rise of the German nazi party could have been prevented
was
if its enemies had recognised it for what it was
right at the start and had smashed it in its infancy
with utmost force.
For once we would agree with him -
waving placards and chanting at fascists through megaphones
accomplishes absolutely nothing.
The only way to stop nazi scum like the B.N.P. is by
physically confronting them and literally kicking them
off our streets.
Nazi falls amidst a hall of fists and
feet
Stomping out the rhythm of the cable street beat
With our boots on the scumbag's head
The only good nazi is one that's dead
A.F.A. girls and boys block the fash
escape route
Now we've got them cornered and they're gonna eat boot
Trying to escape but they just can't manage
Our boots rain in wreaking terrible damage
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Nourishment from Others
and Finetuning into
my Present
I wanted us to watch again that extra--ordinary song,
I saw God the other Day
which Tomer was taught by his former music teacher Yahel
(after he saw me so excited about
the song, which Yahel had even translated into Hebrew,
Tomer wanted me and Yahel to talk on the phone - and so we
did - on the Eve of Ashir-La-El's birth!]
-see
"finetuning" on Sept. 26).
Luckily the lyrics do not appear
on the Internet,
and luckily I was strong enough to demand, that we cooperate
in retrieving the lyrics ourselves
- Tomer clicked to pause the video after every line, which
then I typed,
and only one word we couldn't understand.
This action and interaction let us understand the message
even deeper.
Late in the evening Tomer won over his father to listen to
the song
and he was the one who decyphered the missing word in the
strange expression : "how party w a s that day".
When Tomer saw abba, a guitar musician himself - so excited
about the lyrics, the music, the playing of Victor Wooten
and the clip,
he showed him a
solo performance of Wooten on his bass guitar, which was
exhilarating!
She looked like me,
he looked like you,
now I'm going to tell you a story
and this one you can't repeat
I saw God the other
day just walking down the street
He said I have something I want to tell you
Something I've been dying to say
You've been waiting for my return
the truth I never went away
I don't care if you believe me at all
I know who I saw and it was God
I said: hold on, just a minute how do I know it's really
you
She gave me a simple answer,
you don't unless you do
Wait a minute , I don't quite understand all this
what do you want with me
you see I'm not the religious kind of person
He said, you don't have to be
I don't know if I'm the right person to talk to
You know if you are my ……..
I speak to everyone but not everyone chooses to listen
Well , tell me how to treat my enemies,
I mean, the people I despise
He said: the answer would be clear,
if you see me in their eyes.
Chorus:
I don't care if you believe me at all
I know who I saw and it was God.
I saw God the other
day, she looked like you, he looked like me.
I don't care…
Now , I spoke to God
that day,
and you spoke to him too,
and he told me that of all the miracles ever created
the greatest one is you,
now that you told me all this, can you tell me, what
am I supposed to do
and she said: you may think it's up to me, but it's
really up to you!
Well now my eyes are open and I could clearly see
that all the things I paid for I could have gotten for
free
Now I'm gonna to share with you, how party was that
day,
and you might want to thinks this through
She said: If I only had one son, then tell me, who are
you.
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An idyll in the woods
A little too late we set out for a little trip to the Ben Sheman forest
People not far away behind us are frying on fire,
and the smell is not really fitting, but even after much searching
- too long for Efrat -
we couldn't find a lonely place
The sunset is seen just above our car and soon it's becoming dark..
The beginning of an evening with miracles
Two grandchildren in grandma's room
and then two children with their father
Two siblings with each other
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Out of the blue - in this situation
- Mika demanded:
"I now want you to cut my
dummy into little pieces!"
She fetched the scissors and
demonstrated,
that she was serious.
"I am no baby any longer,
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From that moment on Mika is in ecstacy
She dances euphorically on the leather
seat
and scares us with her bold and careless jumping
All the dummies are thrown into the garbage bin,
and when - the next morning - she "just
wanted to have a look at them",
her father said: "I already
threw them into the big bin outside".
Her mother was deeply impressed with Mika's determination:
"If my daughter can do that,
I can quit smoking,
and I vow to do this soon."
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Two songs by Nahum
Heyman, which Immanuel played on the piano today:
[In July 1977 Nahum Hyman agreed to write a tune to the "Partnership-Hymn",
but since it fitted only the Hebrew lyrics, it was not chosen
as the official tune!]
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Actions:
Kisslog: creating 'altar'
editing Friday's photos
Internet: Tomer teaches
all day with the family
doing, experiencing
wonderful things,
Mika: no dummy!
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Interactions:
with Efrat, Mika, Tomer,
Immanuel,
Mika: I succeeded,
I succeeded, I succeeded!
phoning with Amir (Bir'am) |
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Intro
to
k.i.s.s.-l o g + all
dates
~ Library of
7 years ~ HOME
~ contact ~
SEARCH
( of Latin characters only!) my
eldest granddaughter's video-gallery
whole&full-filled,
never perfect&complete
Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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