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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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July
17 / Tammuz 14, Thursday, still 29 days - between
Arad
and Mazkeret Batya - a
year after "Firing
the Grid"
Parting from my
obsession to complete this page--- on July 24
back to past ~~~~~
forward to future
The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you
want, then get out of the way, live and play, and let
happen what may!
7:00
I desire to feel well
and strong again - after the nausea of
6 hours and extra-ordinary ! vomiting yesterday night!
I desire to enjoy the travel to Mazkeret Batya (partly
with Micha & Arnon), and Arnon's concert.
I desire the communication in my children's house to be
easy and flowing and "natural".
I desire to feel the satisfaction
of "completing" the last 6 pages before pool
(only once today)&travel
I desire - after the hopelessness which
smashed me yesterday - to desire the "awakening
of Israel".
I desire that T. will
not reflect his stepmother's terror of his behavior but
heal it more and more.
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
7:19
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to you for usually "handling
so well" the food,
which I stuff into you so indiscriminately and haphazardly.
I cannot remember to have ever vomited in the last decades,
not even in Sinai 1996 & in India 1998, when you got really
terribly sick.
But please let me understand, what caused that - not yet passed
- upheaval
perhaps the barely ripe pomegranates from my tree? but I've
eaten them before!
perhaps the suleimaniya tea from the wadi? but I've drunk
it before!
the mixture of cooked food from my landlady & my son?
but it wasn't old.
I also give thanks to you for stopping the bleeding of the
tip of my thumb,
when I wounded it by cutting onions for frying that -not so
tasty- rice mixture
I'm grate-full for having discovered right in the morning,
at 6:40,
that the self-sown tomato-plant in the big pot in the corner
of the veranda
has produced a blossom tonight!
And when walking along the veranda outside,
I perceived this composition of geranium blossoms,
at a time, when almost nothing blooms in my garden!
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It was a relatively easy travel today,
except for the constant noise from the soldier's MP3 next to me:
While he was still awake, he turned the volume down 3 times for my
sake,,
but the noise kept bothering me, even after I put my own music on
full volume (Schubert and Mozart...).
Then he fell asleep, not at all disturbed by the music from his earphones,
and I let him get away with it.
I had to take only one bus - "Eged" - and only for 75 minutes
- till Mal'achi Junction.
Micha had fetched Arnon from Kibbutz Sa'ad, where he - for the first
time - had taken part in a "Grandkids Camp",
though both his mother's parents - who procreated 8 children, and
already 38 grandchildren - are dead.
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Arnon to his mother 10 minutes after we
had arrived together:
"Imma look, Abba simply fell
asleep right here on the sofa!"
This was indeed an unsual sight, which I enjoyed especially,
since for once I could take a photo of my son,
without him being self-conscious.
Later I found even more angles to finally get some good pictures
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A beautiful flower in their garden
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Repairing his mountain motorbike
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"When I came to your concert last year..."
I started.
"It wasn't last year!" protested
Arnon, "it was half a year ago!"
I argued with him, for until now I had a pretty exact feeling about
when things happened in any past.
His parents confirmed, that Arnon didn't take part in last year's closing
concert, since he was already in a camp,
and that in the mid-year concert he didn't take part, since he had begun
to take lessons only a few weeks before.
Now I found the page of February 19 -
with Micha's old motorbike "kicks",
and with Arnon at the keyboard (not yet at the piano).
I'm stupefied!
It's not senility! It's the intensity of my living ever since I started
with K.i.s.s.-L o g !
Often, when I reach the end of a day, I can't believe, that an entry
on a page did happen on that very day
and not a day or 2 days before.
But the confusion in memory is a small price to pay for the rewards
of this intensity:
feeling full-filled all the time all day long!
And thanks again to the
Channelers who provided me with the info about how to install a
search-page,
and to Immanuel, who actually installed it!
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On the
keyboard :
he played the Hebrew song
"Like
a wild flower",
On the piano
he played a menuet by Bach
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The family is listening to other pupils,
two of them already professional pianists though still in school
song
of the day
Oh
heaven on earth!
Oh water, oh light!
Oh shade in the sun!
Oh pleasure in soil!
Oh air in the desert to breathe and to smell!
Oh stones, rocks and rivers!
Oh flowers and trees!
Oh birds, ants and camels!
Oh flies far from skin!
Oh people before me and with me, be blessed!
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My ears to enjoy
and my eyes to delight!
My legs to climb up
and my back to bend down!
My brains to make sense, to create and to grow
My fingers to touch
and my arms to embrace!
My BODY, my FEELING,
my HEART full of love!
My WILL and my SPIRIT do know WE ARE ONE!
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Continuation
of my virtual journey to Petra - with the help of Arnon's photos |
As to more
images of the Arnon's physical and my virtual journey to Petra,
- see July 19 |
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Keep It
Simple Sweetheart
K.I.S.S.
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