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InteGRATion into
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Close-ups of my Past
2007_10_15:
Closeup of 2005-2006:
Mika's hesitating Incarnation
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One of the many spectacles Immanuel enjoys: a wingtip's vortex |
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2004 June, Immanuel is still a learning pilot,
in addition to being away from home for flights, there is the simulator, which
calls him abroad.
He studies in hotels on beds for couples ... and sometimes has the opportunity
to see the world
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2004, July 4, Immanuel is at home,
when Tomer - who still is in his and Efrat's care at Kfar-Wradim - plays the
piano
at a performance of his teacher's piano-students.
He himself started to learn piano only in February.
His mother Ruth comes from Tel-Aviv, even sits next to Efrat,
and maybe the exciting moments at the concert with her son made her revise
her decision.
In October, 4 weeks after the new school-year started, she demands Tomer "back".
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 Efrat is proud of Tomer. Efrat is caring also towards Alon, But the next day is her 38th birthday, and her happiness is restrained.... |
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October 2004: Tomer has gone.
Is it a sign, that now her own child will come?
Not yet.
Though, suddenly, without any treatment she gets pregnant.
For less than two months.
This was my experience with it:
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24 years later the same father threw Mika, his younger daughter (6), into the air.
Digital photography allowed Efrat, his wife, to take a composition of 5 pictures.
Without having been aware of the mystical composition with Elah on this page,
I inserted the hilarious flying of Mika, the pilot's daughter, in contrast to the pictures,
which show her imprisoned in plaster and endangered by another war in the Galilee,
exactly at the age when baby Elah was flying in the air.
From today's perspective, the "incident" with scanning this picture, is even more mystical:
It is an old photo, made by Micha, my youngest son, when Immanuel threw baby Elah into the air.
When I got hold of this fantastic photo - in 1988 -
I enlarged it, wrote on it "Trust", put it in a frame and hang it above the steering-wheel of my bus.
The bus - since 1999 "bequeathed" to Tamir, my young partner in Eilat and Ein-Gedi - was confiscated by the authorities in 2003.
When in November 2004 I was desperately looking for a home to live in, since the tent on Rakhaf, was drowning in winter-rain,
I traveled north to the garbage-plant of Kiryat Bialik (near Haifa), to see, if I could free the bus and take it back south, to the desert.
I won't describe what wreckage I discovered~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but I could rescue two precious pictures, my
late brother's "The State of Israel", and "Trust".
About 10 days later I "settled"
in Arad , December 3, 2004, and hang "Trust" above my keyboard.
When I got the sad news about the abortion, I was at a loss.
Suddenly my eyes were caught by the "Trust" photo.
"Let's see, if for once my scanner will function again."
It "functioned" this one time, but in a curious three step process.
Today I understand the prophecy:
Mika will come ~~~ in three steps!
Three days after the abortion, on January 15, 2005 ~~ a marvellous Rainbow appeared above Kfar-Wradim in the Galilee
 February 4, 2005, the boys come to visit, and so does Grandma from her new home in Arad, but someone is missing..... |
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 A wasted pilot-day, Febr. 5, 2005 2 1/2 hours drive to the airport, the entire day waiting there for his plane to be fixed, in vain, it couldn't be fixed that fast. 2 1/2 hours back to Kfar-Wradim. |
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On March 23, 2005, when Efrat embraces her step-daughter
Elah,
and on April 1, when she embraces Bobbie, the dog (once found by Elah),
Efrat is not yet aware that something is occurring
in her womb
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I visit them again on April 28, 2005: Mika still
keeps herself a secret
When Mika signalled that now the time was ready for
everybody,
there was great apprehension.
This manifested in a problem diagnosed on June 11: the placenta was blocking
the cervix,
so even if Mika would stay in the womb till maturity, a regular birth would
not be possible.
At that time I saw - "by chance" - an extraordinary
BBC documentary in the "National Geographics" TV channel,
about the growing of the embryo in the womb - in three dimensional photography.
Then - also "by chance - a Spanish Powerpoint Presentation with some
of these photos was circulated via e-mail.
From there I could "print-screen" and edit these images,
to give an idea, of what we could see on the ultra-sound movie of August 28.
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On October 10, 2005 Efrat agreed to be photographed
while Mika-in-utero was
exposed to music.
On November 8, 2005, I was sent these images and forwarded them to her
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On November 11 the screensaver of my computer showed this image:
December 20, 2005 - symbolized by a water-crystall
Love and Gratitude
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 Grandma Mirjam & Grandpa Victor from Acco and Grandmother Christa-Rachel from Arad and Ayelet with her family from Mazkeret Batya we all came to visit, grateful and happy.... |
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Nobody knew, not even Efrat herself,
that a terrible monster crouched on Efrat's Soul:
Postnatal Depression....
In hindsight - after the accident in June 2006 - it looked
as if the second image of the "Trust"- series prophesied
that Mika had come to us only half-way...
Hold on , Mika!
like you held on to your big sister's finger on your 4th day!
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