The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

[If you look for a word on this page,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

50 days of Moving and E-volving Emotions Manual - 15th day, 2002-07-21

 

SHAME              



                                                 Encounter with a Sea Lion

 

2013

The FELT days 59, 60, 61, 62~ of the next 15 FELT years
1 5   y e a r s  = 5 4 8 0   days   of
g e f u e h l t e - g e f u e l l t e   Z e i t   "inmitten der Ewigkeit",
f e l t - f i l l e d   t i m e  "amidst eternity"
from the beginning of my 76th till the completion of my 90th year [unless I'll die after all]
"A dream is our life on Earth ...we measure ...(it) in space & time" -see 2013 songs Aug.Nr.5
Yes, I, Christa-Rachel Bat-Adam, want to measure my life on Earth in space & time!
4 days of feelings will be inserted on each of the 1400 pages [set up between 2001-2008]
continuing with M E E M and then following the order of folders and files on my "local site".
The feeling chosen from a day is exhibited in max. 7 lines per day since August 28, 2013
On 6 days of the week I learn, but Shabbat is dedicated to my main feeling: grate-full-ness.
Since feelings must be vibrated~ wombed, each day closes with a song, fitting the 7 lines.
To challenge myself like that -while not knowing what will be "staged"
in my personal and in the world's drama till 2028 , exhilarates me!

2013-10-27-Sunday- still 5425 days

10/25 song: trouble? vibrate>womb>surprises!
My children: It's settled: your health insurance will be paid from Micha's account. 4 months, including Nov. paid by his credit-card. Also: Micha's professional friend will attend the sitting with the Israel Land Authority.
I tremble. Such wonders, also at the SaltSee!

Song: ...find your goldgrains in your puddle...

2013-10-28-Monday-still 5424 days

Before I go to the bank, with one goal:
drawing 2720 NIS of my Nat. Insurance-
proudly- since a beneficial law doesn't allow to confiscate this- not inquiring, why there are only 80 instead of the 220 I left there for the Health Ins. (Efrat: "don't wake up the dead!")
I rejoice again in my Salt-Sea experience.

Song: im terdi le-yam ha-maelakh

2013-10-29-Tuesday- still 5423 days

My puddle-goldgrain song is tested: "Google" doesn't let me open my mail, demands to open an account but when I enter my data, says:
There already is a person like that. Symbolic?
What 'surprise to expect'? That I need my son to help me, thus luring him into contact? Yes!
I felt TENSE tillhe had patience to help me!

Song:...move and womb and sound what kicks


2013-10-30=Wednesday- still 5422 days

Fearful/joyful exitation (yes this is the term!):
preparing for Beersheva:walk>bus>meeting Hagit, the angel, taxi to the taxes-office, sit-
ting about my alleged debts of 187820 NIS.
While I rinsed my 7 teeth - a strange sound:
HAIL! It's warm! No rain in sight! Yet: Hail!
-After: Only 8000 NIS now , Still too much!

Song: Abel steh auf [stop victimhood]
Hail in "my" Garden!

 


continuation of my hike to Salt-Sea and Noah's Cave on Oct. 26, 2013
first page second page third page fourth page fifth page sixth page

 

 

 

 

 

Wondrous artifacts of salt
on the billions of tiny stones,
created in millions of years,
swept ashore
by ever-moving salty waves


Across what I now call "Noah's River": the peninsula, and across the SaltSea: the land of Moab, today Jordan

I decide to enjoy this splendid spot of solitude, inside and outside the Sea
-the sulphurous water was too hot to sit inside-
until the sun would disappear behind the high ridge.
The photos allow me to enjoy the different reflections of the fast flow.

 

 

 

 

One last glance
at Noah's Cave,
the one tiny
forlorn rock
on the slope
below the road.

Did I climb down
all this harsh way?

Continuation