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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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February
25,
Monday, - at Arad
back
to past ~~~~~ forward to future
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image
of the day
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
10:04
My Body, my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to the aspects of beauty in us,
as presented in this image of Itamar's grandma,
a
photo he took with my camera in August 2002
(probably in the pool),
when he was 4 1/2 years old, and grandma was 64.
I'm again overwhelmed with grate-full-ness
for having not one but two homes,
a family, with interaction, communication and coping,
and a retreat, a hermitage,
which allows me to heal, learn and create in holy lonesomeness
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At 7:25 the phone calls.
At this hour? Could it be Immanuel,
to whom I had sent an SMS at 6:35,
"I was so happy to fall into
my bed at 23:13,
that I forgot to send you an SMS about my safe arrival."
No, it was an unknown number
(and Immanuel called me later,
on his way to Tomer's school,
telling me, how difficult the evening had been...)
But the voice I recognized immediately:
"Michal Dror?"
We haven't seen each other for more
than 2 years.
Modi'in, October 2003 - during one of
our rare meetings.
prompted by Renata's
visit from USA.
Both worked with me in the Succah
team in 1993.
The team then was so good, that I could allow myself
to work on evolving the greater vision.
One place, where I did this, was in Michal's flat at Tel-Aviv.
It was there where I experienced the elation of
"Oslo",
in September 1993,
and from where I tried to ride that wave...
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Michal had the idea of calling me this
morning -
associating me to the
Dead Sea,
where she was driving to, in order to give a workshop to business
people.
She told me about the full-fill-ment in her work,
about the wonderful communication with Maya, her teenage daughter,
and about her inner peace , wholeness and joy,
despite a year of sorrows: her parents are getting older and
sicker
and her brother's wife, a mother of 2 small children, died
of cancer.
"I could help so much during that
year,
even make peace between my brother and sister etc.
and on the morning of her death I sat at Avi's bed, meditating,
connecting with her soul and asking her to disconnect from
her body."
The last sentence made me sad:
'there....
another spirit who forsakes her body and escapes to higher
realms'.
When I had updated her about my life
as well,
we could see, that our path to wholeness was similar
and also
the desire for true partners...,
I said and she wholly agreed:
"It will take some four to five more years,
until our potential peers will become visible.
when Heaven-on-Earth will manifest.
And
this is our task:
not to escape from earth to heaven,
but to bring heaven to earth,
and to do this in our own daily life.
Heaven-on-Earth is not the Coming of some exterior Messiah,
but
the redemption
of the redeeming Messiah
withing ourselves."
2013: "four
to five more years" have
passed ....
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I wouldn't quote these well-phrased,
but all-too-general and - for me - almost banale sentences
from Jean
Hudon's "Meditation-Focus",
if I hadn't - just half an hour before - closed yesterday's
log
with my tiredness of listening to "make-wrong of ego".
May Jean Hudon's summary express,
what Yossi Rudoy and Hagai Lev's Rabbi mean.
I may have distorted what they believe in,
and I'm definitely not judging them as persons,
i.e. rays of the one sun, waves of the one ocean, colors of
the one light.
"and walking humbly with your
God"
But neither must I deny,
that the theoretical phrasing of that truth
is - for me - nothing but vishi-vashi and bla-bla-bla,
as long as those people do not share with me,
how they apply this knowing
to every moment of their breathing-in and breathing-out.
And yet, there is a sentence, (see emphasized in the right
frame)
which could have been taken from "Godchannel>Identity":
"So, who are you?
If you are someone who is doing the healing work,
or someone who is 'doing' anything at all,
the answer that makes the most sense is
that you are Body
manifesting as a human being
becoming New Heart.
You are right now reading these words
through the eyes of
Body.
If you are thinking or feeling,
Body's nervous system is registering it for you, manifesting
it, making it so.
If you go anywhere, there goes Body.
If you do anything in manifestation, you do it as Body.
"Taking the attitude
that Body is something or someone
who belongs to you, that you own and have control over ~
is a mistake I've spent eons trying to recover
from.
Taking the attitude
that you will go on some place else
once Body has been worn out and discarded ~
is to buy into the bunk
my held terror of manifestation was
promoting
for most of that time.
"If you wish to exist in manifestation,
and if you wish to manifest anything at all,
may I gently suggest
that you do yourself a favor and save a lot of pain by realizing
you can't 'be' anywhere
or 'do' anything
unless you are Body.
"If you have not already done so,
my strong advice is
that you identify with
the most powerful and parental aspect of Deity in yourself.
Identify with Body in every aspect of your experience.
You won't go wrong ~
but you will surely come home,
and all the more quickly."
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Nourishment from others?
From "the
182nd Meditation Focus suggested for the next 3 weeks beginning
Sunday, February 17, 2008."
SEEDING COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS ON EARTH
....the illusory, transient experience
of an individuated consciousness literally taking over time
a life of its own as it develops its protective shell and nurture
its sense of identity in a very competitive world where survival
of the fittest is the name of the game. Called an ego
in many cultures, this temporary self-identification with what
passes for our only real self, becomes the center around which
everything revolves and the buoy to which each embodied soul,
lost in the trance-like experience of life on Earth, hitches
its sense of existence and, in the process, completely forgets
where it came from and what it really is.
Yet nowadays, there are more and more
people who gradually remember that there is more to life than
what meets the eye and who strive, each in their own unique
way, to reconnect with this inner immortal being which, by its
very nature, has always existed and forever will. Those of us
who have undertaken to shed their old skin and bind
their consciousness with that Higher Self in a pact of mutually
assured illumination have a key
role to play in the closing chapter of evolution in the third
dimensional field of experience that will soon transit into
a higher Sphere of more enlightened
experiencing. We are the Bearers
of the Flame of Love that burns all residual miasmas of fear
and ego trance, and the Seeders of Cosmic Consciousness
on Earth. We are pioneering a new Way of Being that will soon
become the norm as all souls in embodied experiencing will likewise
share the same Knowledge and Be the same sacred Instrument of
the One Universal Presence.
You are hereby invited to let all human
pretence aside and grow into the God Self you are meant to Be
so as to further expand the scope and breath of manifested Divine
Reality wherever you are, whatever you do and whenever you choose
to Be All That You Are. As we each renew again and again this
evermore sentient
awareness
of Universal Creator looking through our very eyes, thinking
through our very thoughts and breathing through our very lungs,
we set in motion an ever more radiant
Light that will inevitably catalyze the metamorphosis of this
realm of existence into a paradise-like world of fun-filled
happiness for all and blessed experience of the magnificence,....
and immanent bliss of All That is, for the Highest Good of All.
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WINTER again
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Today
the weather was drizzly, stormy,
something familiar in Europe, but not in Israel.
One of the many reasons,
I feel so much at home in Israel, is
that when the sky is blue - it's really blue,
and when it rains - it really rains!
These photos were taken on November 20, 3 months ago.
The sky was a magnificent winter-blue
with white waving clouds,
and my Bougainvillia next to my gate still blossomed,
contrasted beautifully by Ofir's olive-tree.
Now [also in 2013]
not a blossom, not a leaf hints,
that there is any life left in it.
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The same is true for the
rimon,
the pomegranate tree.
3 months ago it was clad in autumn leaves.
Now it looks
as if it would never come to life again.
But on this very day,
Februar 25, 2013,
I detected the first
almost microscopic
signs of life
on some of the twigs
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ART
- Two heads, which once were ornamenting
some furniture in a house,
- and a scene, which was fashionable in the 19th century:
Josef, Mary's husband, on his deathbed
while Jesus, his "son" appears to him.
It was a way to upgrade the carpenter profession
and with it the working class
during the industrial revolution.
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There
is a program in 3 SAT, "Kunst und Krempel"
["art and junk"),
in which ordinary people bring art objects,
which they guard in their homes,
sometimes they inherited it, sometimes they bought it cheaply.
On Febr. 15, I especially enjoyed the themes
of these three objects
and photographed them through the screen:
- a print of a Kaethe Kollwitz scene...
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