The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
and Overview of its main libraries

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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"


 


Biographical Sculptures
GRAND MOTHER HOOD

Training for Wrestling with
Tomer
My
Wrestling
with Tomer
Tomer
Towards Completion?
Tomer and the ancient Maccabean Modi'in Hill - Titorah
or
Tomer's "appearance on the backdrop of Nature"

Second Titorah page

2003_05_07 ; last update; 2003_05_31


These photos say it all:

The device of the Hag's Needle,
the bumerang like a spiraled arrow,
and unextractable hook at its end,

so efficient for its own purposes,
so vicious for my walk on my path,

finally vanquished me, defeated me.

Or so I saw it at first, on May 17.

For several days I was blocked.
I didn't see any new possibility.
  

   

For 2 days I would look at Tomer's and my Titorah,
as if I had been evicted from paradise.
I would send wistful glances from my veranda,
or from the road to the pool, which runs along the hill.
But then I suddenly remembered, what an idiot I was!
Wasn't there, after all, a dustroad crossing the hill?
We used to look down on the people who used it
who seemed to never dare come near the "real" Titorah,
as exemplified in the last closeups I shot on that last time:
The little yellow flowers under a gate of bent oat stalks,
blocking my path, but filling my heart with simple beauty,

or the two beatles, which chased each other,
unaware of what else happened in the world.

So on May 19 I started to walk on the rank and file road,
resentful at first, stubbornly refusing to see what was there.

Until "Tomer" pushed me to open up to this perspective:
"This is the time for an overview, not for a closeup!"

 
In retrospect [2003_05_30] it is even humorous,
how this happened.
It was towards sunset on May 19,
when I succumbed to walking on that road.
And what is the first thing I observe?
- a still life of a miniature chrysantheme bush!
In the middle of the first, once asphalted segment.
It always moves me to tears when I see,
how flowers break through human suffocations.

Then there appeared a tree against the horizon,
shaped as a "menorah", the biblical candelabra.
But the photos of both objects came out hazy:
The camera had been in "Close-up" mode,
for a reason not known, for I rarely use it.
I was still attached to savoring details, close-ups.
It still took me some more days,
until I finally comprehended "Tomer's" message:

"Our intensive came to an end 6 weeks ago, grandma!
Do not focus on close-ups and details, for some time.
Our close encounter, our close wrestling, is completed.
What you have been doing since then, and rightly so,
is to achieve an overview -
is to integrate all your experiences and understandings,
into one whole,
with no pain unhealed and no learning skipped,
so as to reach a new platform on your life's path."

And indeed, when I adopted this perspective,
I saw so much beauty far and near,
How had I limited myself to my narrow path longer than needed?
I suddenly laughed , free, amused and grateful.
Underview
April 2002
Overview
March 2003
 Underview
April 2002

When Tomer observed or photographed,
he saw the beauty not only in flushing flowers,
but also in inconspicuous, inobtrusive plants.


On our last picnic and walk on April 7, we marveled at "Aaron's Staff", the flower,
and at the beatle in the color of the lichen on a stone.
On May 7, when I called my son on his trip with the last money after having been sacked.
Tomer asked to be given the cell-phone in order to tell me:

"There is so much, grandma!"

"Tell me, what comes to your mind first."

"We have been camping above the Great Canyon.
And yesterday at dusk - he used the biblical word: "ben ha-arbayim" -
we saw "a kingdom of stones" - 'mamlekhet-avanim' !"
And he tried to convey the colors.

A kingdom of stones, as marvelous as a flower, a beatle, a lichen on stone.
       
His father told me, that one evening they threw a dead branch into the fire.
"But there are lichen on it!
Grandma would have never thrown it into the fire!"

    
Yes, I opened his eyes to the beauty of lichen.
"See these careless teachers and kids of the Ofeq ("horizon") school:
they claim, the one official and clear path on the Titorah is theirs,
and find it necessary to mark it with stones, coloring part of them.
[That's the reason, we could not bring ourselves to use this path any longer].
"Whenever you move a stone, Tomer,
either because it's in your way,
or because you want to use it to mark your way,
first watch, if there are these living creatures on it,
Take care to put the stone with its lichen facing light.

Because it is by sunlight and dew
that they live."



Training for Wrestling with Tomer
My
Wrestling
with Tomer
Tomer
Towards Completion?