The turn of the "morning-book-from-the-shelf" was
Herzl's State of the Jews, a very small edition,
the book severely damaged by the rain that last year invaded through some crag between window and wall.
I asked for a sign.
The first was in the preface:
"if this people is still too numb (atum)
to understand i..
then a future generation..."
The second was towards the end: "Little familiar things":
In the future state people
will find also the "little familiar things",
like there is.....

Then, after I got up from bed for the morning "games",
and also went outside to the garden to comb my hair,
I saw a strange wetness here and there.
"It can't be that there was a bit of rain?" I thought,
seeing the blue sky,but also some fog over the Wadi.
Again inside I see an even stranger sight:
many, many drops on the net that covers the window!
Though on the photo the drops look like white color,
-what came out more beautiful than on former photos,
is the La-Hai Ro'i, the rock-spring in it's pond!

And then I took this image from the door next to my computer
and put it on the floor of the veranda to get enough light for it,
and while I photographed, an ant ran over it .

How did this ad come to me?
2 weeks ago I was in the center of my town Arad,
something that happens only once a month,
when I may take my National Insurance from the Postal Bank,
and whatever things have to be bought, I'll buy then.
I came across a miserably looking man
who distributed the newspaper
Israel ha-yom, Israel today,
It was for free, but I still didn't take it, knowing I wouldn't read it.
But when I passed him another time,
I wanted to give at least a nano-feeling of satisfaction
and therefore let him give me the paper.
At home I "asked" to open it at a meaningfull spot.
What was it? an advertisement! what advertisement?
of El-Al about their soon to be released Boing 737,
a plane, which - as my son explained to me later - he is flying all this year,
and which - for the passengers is very different, but for the pilots only a little
I cut the page off and glued it first to my fridge, later to my door,
so it would remind me constantly of our wish,
that my son may make it on this day - October 14 -
when, among other tests, he has to appear in front of a committee,
the most difficult test towards becoming a flight-captain,
towards which he has been training for an entire year now,
and will still not be finished for another half year

When the photo for the ad was taken, he was asked to participate,
but he was on flight somewhere in Europe.
The ant on the ground, doesn't it mean,
that Herzl's words about the "small familiar things"
should not be forgotten, even when we fly high in the sky?

How grate-full I am for "Facebook":
It allows me to participate in the lives of my loved-ones,
who do not want, or don't have time
to share with me, what matters to them.

For instance my daughter invites people to an activity,
in which she plays an active part: Israeli Association of group-therapy
"When the yakhid [individual] meets a group"

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On Oct. 10, I came across this excellent note of the Godchannel Channelers
.....that when you're doing this healing work,
it's actually not you who is doing it.
You are channeling into action
the Universe's desire to heal and evolve.
You know what to do
because you find yourself following a stream of intuition.
And you know the effects of your actions
on a moment-by-moment basis
through what you feel,
not by 'knowing' anything ahead of time
or following an idea or plan in the mind.

Again he writes about things as if he assumed,
that I was familiar with them or interested in them.
This time I'll open up to this challenge.
I learnt about "You are to afflict yourselves",
which I oppose fiercely, but which appears 4 times in the Torah
and produced the Yom-Kippur fasting.