The Purpose  of   HEALING - K.I.S.S.

- as stated 12 years ago - was and is

  to help me and my potential P E E R s 

"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,

and - by extension - all of CREATion!"
Intro to Healing-K.i.s.s. 2001-2013
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a   pioneer of  Evolution  in  learning  to  feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'

pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill
>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I want you to feel everything, every little thing!"

 

 

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If I could save time in a bottle


2007_05_22
If I could save time in a bottle

lyrics and tune:
a song Immanuel learnt from his English teacher at school, perhaps in the year 1978
Jim Croce
1943-1973 died in an air-crash,

"Three months after his death, the song "Time in a Bottle," originally released on Croce's first album the year before, became a #1 hit single "



If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that I'd like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
Id save every day like a treasure and then,
Again, I would spend them with you

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
Ive looked around enough to know
That youre the one I want to go
Through time with


Immanuel may have sung this song also in 1993
in "Succah in the Desert"

 

If I could save time in a bottle
The first thing that I'd like to do
Is to save every day
Till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you

If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true
Id save every day like a treasure and then,
Again, I would spend them with you

But there never seems to be enough time
To do the things you want to do
Once you find them
Ive looked around enough to know
That youre the one I want to go
Through time with



 

 

 

 

Another very moving love-song is connected to Immanuel's son Tomer.
I'm copying from K.i.s.s.-log 2008, October 30

titanic love on the "Titanic"


hodayot [thanksgivings] for today

......
.....

......

 

 

I am grate-full for the walk with Tomer after sunset and rain:
I: "All these music bands want to open people's eyes. But to what?"
T: "Perhaps someone should open people's eyes to the good things?"
I: "That's exactly what I try to do now." T: "But it's not exciting enough!"
"That's why we have to discover the excitement in good things."
And after I explained why I'm so worried about his being bored, Tomer said:
"Can you make me a Crass-style song about why people volunteer for war?"
"I'll try, but let's check their songs if there is rhyme & rhythm." We did this.
I'm grate-full that I could explain T's behavior to my son according to my own:
"Because he is afraid to ask, he imposes his quest & throws into the air:
"Savta and I shall see 'Titanic' tonight!", instead of coming to Efrat nicely:
"would it be possible that you yield the TV set with the DVD at 10 PM?
It's so rare that I have a chance to watch such a movie with grandma!"
I'm grate-full that in the end we could see 'Titanic' together,
[Immanuel left for NY and Efrt went to sleep]
and that we opened our eyes to the "good things" in it:
the victory of a couple's love in the face of hell...


Titanic Movie Review by Anthony Leong © Copyright 1998

It's been 84 years, and I can still smell the fresh paint. The china had never been used. The sheets had never been slept in. Titanic was called the Ship of Dreams, and it was. It really was.

Music to drown by... now I know I'm in first class.

So this is the ship they say is unsinkable.
It is unsinkable. God himself couldn't sink this ship.


Everyone knows that the Titanic struck an iceberg in the early morning hours of April 15, 1912. It sank to the bottom of the North Atlantic, killing 1500 of the 2200 passengers on board. The tragedy of the Titanic has fascinated every generation in the past eighty-six years, with several films and documentaries on the disaster, including 1929's "Atlantic", the 1940 German propaganda film "Titanic", the first Hollywood production "Titanic" in 1953, "A Night to Remember" from 1958, the made-for-TV "S.O.S Titanic" from 1979, and the forgettable "Raise the Titanic!" from 1980. 1997 had French audiences exposed to yet another film about the Titanic ("The Chambermaid and the Titanic"), and Broadway abuzz about the Tony Award-winning "Titanic: The Musical" (I know, it sounds like something you would expect to see on "The Simpsons"). Now James Cameron brings the fatal voyage of the 'unsinkable ship' to a new generation, a grand epic that is meticulous in detail, yet breathtaking in scope.

The pumps will buy you time... but minutes only.
From this moment, no matter what we do, Titanic will founder.
But this ship can't sink!
She is made of iron, sir. I assure you, she can. And she will.
It is a mathematical certainty.

The story of James Cameron's "Titanic" begins in the present day, with an investigation of the wreck by a salvage team lead by Brock Lovett... in search of the "Heart of the Ocean", a 56 carat diamond that reputedly went down with the Titanic, and is worth more than the Hope Diamond if found. The search through the watery mausoleum (utilizing actual documentary footage that Cameron shot in the wreck), Lovett finds a sketch of a woman wearing the diamond the day before the ship sank.

Three thousand miles away, the 101-year old Rose DeWitt Bukater (played by Gloria Stuart, an actress from the early days of 'talkies') [Tomer [who saw this movie 'millions of times already when I was 5 years old and my sister saw it over and over again']: "She looks exactly like you - "like two water-drops", as the Hebrew idiom goes - except that she is older, but in 10 years you might look just like her!" ]sees the sketch on a television newscast and recognizes the woman wearing the diamond-- it is her, at the age of 17. Lovett flies Rose out to the salvage operation, and begins the captivating tale of how she came to be in the sketch.

I saw my life as if I had already lived it. An endless parade of parties and polo matches. Always the same narrow people, the same mindless chatter. I felt like I was standing at a great precipice, with no one to pull me back, no one who cared... or even noticed.
The story then jumps back to the 10th of April 1912, with the boarding of the 'largest work of man in all of history'. The young Rose (Kate Winslet of "Sense and Sensibility") is to be married to the rich, cold and cruel snob of a fiancé (are there any other kinds?), Cal Hockley , in order to save her stern yet debt-ridden mother from the poorhouse. Also boarding the ship is the happy-go-lucky American (are there any other kinds?), Jack Dawson (Leonardo DiCaprio of "William Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet"), who wins his third-class ticket from a poker game five minutes before the ship sets sail.

So Jack, how are the accommodations in third class?
They're pretty good. Hardly any rats at all.

Jack first notices the beautiful Rose from afar, standing by a railing on the first class deck. But soon he comes to know her better when she attempts to jump overboard in a drastic bid to escape the impending doom of a loveless marriage and a life surrounded by the avarice and arrogance of high society. Cal thanks Jack for saving the life of his fiancée by inviting the scruffy young man to dinner in first-class. After enduring a round of pointed remarks from his stuffy hosts, Jack steals Rose away to the lower decks for a night of spirited dancing and drinking. And so the brief but intense star-crossed love affair begins, which must endure not only the snooping of Cal and his loyal manservant , but the Titanic's inevitable collision with destiny.

"Rose, you're the most amazing, wonderful girl, woman that I've ever met."
"Jack, I'm engaged"
"Wait, just let me try and get this out. Rose you're wonderful...
I'm not an idiot. I know how the world works.
I have ten bucks in my pocket and nothing to offer you, and I know that.
They've got you trapped, Rose,
and if you don't break free you're going to die.
Then that fire that I love so about you, that fire's going to burn out. "
"It's not up to you to save me Jack."
"I know, only you can do that."

The story of the Titanic is rife of irony and juxtaposition, and Cameron artfully peppers his script with these two aspects. The ultimate irony of the story is that a young man's lucky hand of poker brings him in contact with a young woman who feels that she has nothing to live for, while on a doomed voyage. Cameron fixates on these two characters, and it is their story, not the sinking of the ship, that is at the forefront of "Titanic"-- he has always put the relationships of his characters in the foreground, such as the Ripley-Newt relationship in "Aliens", or the Bud-Lindsey reconciliation in "The Abyss". This strong emotional anchor also overshadows the technology and special effects of the film, and it is the rapturous relationship that brings the audience into the opulence and mayhem of being aboard the Titanic in its final hours. Cameron also uses juxtaposition to great effect in this film, contrasting the past and the present, life in the upper and lower decks, the stifling constraints of Victorian propriety and the more liberal values of the Twentieth century, and the triumph of the human spirit and the base instincts of self-preservation that emerge in the face of adversity.

Don't you understand?
The water is freezing and there aren't enough boats... not enough by half. Half of the people on this ship are going to die.
Not the better half.


The narrative is also of sufficient depth that it can be viewed on many levels. The most obvious interpretation is as an allegory to man's over-reliance on the marvels of technology (a theme previously explored in the "Terminator" series). But perhaps what is most enlightening is that this film speaks to the need to grasp the moment, to find fulfillment in a laconic life, metaphorically conveyed in the dilemma that Rose faces: a lifetime of lonely self-deceit, or a brief respite of happiness, no matter how fleeting?

You're going to die an old woman, warm in your bed, not here, not tonight.

In addition to a strong script, the other characteristics of the typical Cameron film are found here. The writer/director has always been fascinated by strong female characters, and Rose is the perfect embodiment of this. When she first boards the vessel, she is a spirited young woman, though resigned to endure the fate that awaits her. However, as the film progresses, she becomes increasingly resolved in following her own heart, and challenges the decisions that have been made for her. The trademark fast-pacing of his films is also apparent in "Titanic", keeping you spellbound for the entire three-hour running time. Finally, Cameron has once again pushed the envelope of special effects to portray the experience of being on the Titanic as realistically as possible. Using several scale models of the ship (including a 900-ft model, which was 90% of the size of the actual Titanic) and extensive CGI work, it is very difficult to tell where reality ends and the special effects begin. Whether it is the spectacular visualization of the Titanic's final death throes or something as minor as the icy breath of the shivering survivors, this film is a testament to how technology can contribute to dramatic storytelling.

I don't know about you, but I intend to write a strongly worded letter
to the White Star Line about all this.


"Titanic" is a very well-balanced film, with something to offer everyone, from the hopeless romantic to the adrenaline junkie: strong performances, romance, levity, special effects, and pathos. The story of the ill-fated love affair is not new, but in Cameron's capable hands, it has been brilliantly executed, with a narrative and images that will linger in your mind long after having seen the film. If you only could see one film this year, this would be the one.

So you've not lit the last four boilers then?
No, but we're making excellent time.
Captain, the press knows the size of Titanic,
let them marvel at her speed, too.
We must give them something new to print.
And the maiden voyage of Titanic must make headlines!

Titanic -the event

My Heart will go on, sung by Celine Dion
[the small words in brackets were modified either by Celine Dion or by me]
learnt by heart and recorded by me on Nov. 12

(1)
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, Far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.

Once more, you opened the door
And you're here [in] with my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.

(2)
Love can touch us one time
and last for a lifetime
[And never let go till we're gone].
never letting go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you,
[one true time to hold on to In my life we'll always go on.]
one true time to hold you, in my life I'll lonely go on.

[Near, far,
wherever you are,
I believe that the heart does go on.

Once more, you opened the door
And you're here in my heart,
and my heart will go on and on.]

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on.
We'll stay, forever this way
You are safe in my heart
and my heart will go on and on.

"I am flying"



Exploring the Characters


Jack Dawson and Rose DeWitt Bukater,
portrayed in the movie by Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet,
are almost entirely fictional characters
(James Cameron modeled the character of Rose after American artist Beatrice Wood, who had no connection to Titanic history).
The movie's love story is also fiction.
It was created by Titanic screenwriter and director James Cameron.
In addition to Rose and Jack, a handful of other characters associated with them are fictional as well. They include Rose's fiancé Caledon 'Cal' Hockley, her mother Ruth , Cal's valet Spicer Lovejoy , and the third class passengers, who include Jack's friends Fabrizio and Tommy.
Some of the third class passengers were modeled after real people.



 



Tomer and grandma - from K.i.s.s.-Log 2008, October 27

 


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Mika in her own house at Shoham, since June 28, 2010,
looking south-west beyond houses towards the free land

"...Manifestation is meant to be a playground
where being and playing are fun"
[Godchannel]

2010_07_31
Mika's and my

Heaven-on-Earth

 

 

 

 

On Shabbat, July 31, 2010 ,
Tomer woke us up at 4 AM, as planned, when it was still dark.

Golan, who had bragged, that he would go up with Tomer to the peak,
the trail to which had been visible to us when we arrived with the bus,
left us already after 5 minutes and returned to the beach and to sleep.
My friend Meirav [Ein-Gev], whom I had called, warned me of that peak,
and explained, that and how, we should - instead - go up Mount Susita.


It was still before sunrise, when we   d e s c e n d e d    from Mount Susita

 


Tomer-Grandma - a corrective experience [the Gate-Event ...]


"Tomer, can you express 5 thanksgivings and 2 desires, as if it were your birthday?" He could!!!


When we reached the foot of the mountain, the sun rose - f o r   u s...


The sign says: "Kibbutz Ein-Gev",
the junction will become cursed within 12 hours


Entry to Susita Beach
it's still 12 hours before...




We return and find Golan still asleep

 

 

 


Flour, oil, a pan - from Grandma

Mika will call this dish - invented by me during the last Pesach-week, when I had neither bread nor Matzas:"Aya-Liya"!

 


In the afternoon, as another drama begins - because of those chairs...
We fix it and make peace between us, in the water.,
but then the drama flares up again and worse....



The Susita-Mountain, while I'm waiting for the boys, who wanted to go home, but are still quarreling about the timing


I remember, how Golan had interrupted me bluntly: "I and Tomer will climb up this mountain",

But Golan did not climb any mountain ....

 

Continuation of Mika's "Heaven-on-Earth" , in March 2010, on the Song page of May 23, 2010



2013








On August 29, 2013, Shir,
the girlfriend of my grandson Jonathan,
posted a photo of the Kinneret on Facebook,
where she was staying
"with Yonathan Shai and two others"
.
My failing with my grandson Tomer and his friend Golan
at the Kinneret in 2010
comes up again,
though I tried to heal it with Tomer
during his rare and last visit at Arad,
was it in 2011 or in 2012?
It means that in this ongoing regret and pain
there is still "a goldmine offered".