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Purpose of HEALING - K.I.S.S.
- as stated 12 years ago - was and is
to help me and my potential P E E R s
"to HEAL ourselves into WHOLEness,
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I focus my experiencing and awareness on being
"a pioneer of Evolution
in learning to feel":
I let my Body vibrate and my Heart 'womb'
pain, shame, fear, boredom, powerlessness,
so feelings can >heal >guide>fulfill>evolve,
and ~~~ offer ~~~"goldmines"~~~ to us all!!
"I
want you to feel everything, every little thing!"
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June 30/ Sivan 26, Monday, still 46 days -
between Shoham
and Mazkeret Batya and Shoham
Parting from my obsession to complete
this page---on July 6
back to past ~~~~~
forward to future
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The FOCUS of MY INTENTION
TODAY
Know exactly what you want, communicate clearly what you want,
then get out of the way, live and play, and let happen what
may!
8:20 Immanuel
is home, Tomer will come around 4 PM, at 4:30 Micha will fetch
me, and after Arnon's party return me here, late at night.
Tomorrow I'll travel with Tomer to the south, bring him to Zipi,
now a shepherdess near Meitar, and then be open to my inner
voice.
11:33 Already an alleviation: T. will come with me to Arad,
and only on Wedn. we'll go to Zipi & on Friday she'll come
to Arad with him.
I desire that my, our fright
of the impendent "act" in our common drama-Tomer,
Immanuel, Efrat, I, Mika
will transform into excitement towards the CHALLENGE of manifold
situations & constellations.
I desire to trust that every seemingly unbearable "scene",
whenever powerlessness engulfs us,
is designed to help each of us Five to learn & heal towards
wholeness -ourselves & all Creation.
I desire - during these last
"quiet" hours - to "complete" this half
year (!!!) of K.i.s.s.-Log
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of the day from "Communication
with Deity on 2005_03_13
"Frightened as always in the past,
when I set out for something new,
which nobody had done before..............
"But isn't that the terror
of any mother about to give birth?
Or of any human being about to leave the womb?"
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hodayot [thanksgivings] for
today
9:20
My Body,
my Partner,
my God
I give thanks to your feeling well and lively!
I
just read - in .body2:"The
gift of a Body is the gift of sovereignty.
It is the gift of power, choice, and ultimately, absolute
freedom. "
I am grate-full,
that I was truly whole, when my children - separately and
together -
reproached me for undermining their shaky trust in "Bnei-Arazim".
I'm grate-full that I could listen without "explaining
what I meant",
and on the other hand was not deserting them in their lack
of certainty.
"I cannot apologize, for it was
my inner voice that compelled me -
to warn you one more time of this "Method of the Stick",
and to propose my option, last year's fantasy of an Initiation
Journey,
which scares me
even more than Bnei-Arazim, since it would all depend on me.
But if you'll walk on that path,
I'll wholly support you- in utter unison!"
I'm grate-full that Efrat became aware of
the reason behind her tension,
when Immanuel came home from flight yesterday
morning ("I hated him,
because his appearance brought up all my terror of 'Tomer
is coming'")
and did the one right thing, that needed to be done
in this feeling situation:
she left the office, came home to her husband and cried for
2 hours with him.
"I felt much more secure after
that", said I. to her at night in my presence.
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I was so glad, when I heard Immanuel teach himself
the chords of a song.
It was in the middle of a day, he worked intensely at his computer,
and suddenly he left everything and sat at the piano.
I took the picture secretly.
[While editing this page on July 6, "by chance" I. sits
again at the piano!]
At 4:15 Tomer came. Immanuel fetched him from
the train,
which means: Tomer no longer needed the permission from his mother
to come by train.
Immanuel also wished, that Tomer should take the bus from Ruth's home
to the train.
Instead, she drove him there... and also gave him "money for
the travel",
enough for him to buy cigarettes...........
At 4:30 Micha fetched me and we had a good drive,
meaning - he told me systematically about the changes in his work
and career at "Applied
Materials"
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On the empty plot next to their house,
in sharp contrast,
a new house is under construction.
And who is among the workers, but luckily wasn't there?
Muhammed, Yahia's
stepbrother,
whom I once met in the
Zealots' Valley.
We found out then, that he worked at Mazkeret Batya.
My attempt to mediate between him and my family, failed,
but he now approached Micha: "where
is your mother?
Why doesn't she come any longer to Yahia's family?" |
The Rosenzweig Family owns a house,
Unlike my daughter Ronnit's family,
who have their own flat, but not their own house,
(thanks to the help from Uri's parents)
and unlike my eldest son's family, who have neither.
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Arnon embraced me, and later I asked Ayelet
to take a picture of this hugging,
"Since "Arnon is the only one, who
really hugs me"
Micha: "And
I?" "You too, but not like Arnon." "That's true,
with Arnon's hugs nobody can compete."
Ayelet, of course, didn't even get up from her computer and only waved
"Shalom" from above.
The pretty backside of the house - with a self-built
shed for the kids' bikes and for Micha's grand motorbike,
on which he races through nature with some friends every Friday morning.
Still
more about Tomer - since he seems to become one of my main
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Tomer's game [on January 12, 2008]
with his little sister,
who will be the main healer in our drama, as I believe!
I
read "the Con-Cert" again and wondered about the hope which
engulfed me then.
Exactly 4 years have passed.
Maybe it was not by coincidence that the entire folder of Ruth-Rachel-Efrat
had disappeared from my Local Site,
and I had to retrieve 725 files from the Remote Site, i.e. the Internet
(WHERE in manifestation IS the INTERNET?)
It is now 15:41. My Website - including several corrections of old pages
- is "completed".
Tomer will come - for this night only - in 10 minutes.
Immanuel went to fetch him from the airport-train-station.
"He is coming by train?"
I wondered, "Well that is something
to be glad about!"
"I wanted him to also take the bus to the train, but Ruth took
him by car!"
"Well, let's be grateful for small favors!"
How shall I behave now during this last half hour, before Micha comes
to fetch me?
And how shall I behave tomorrow before, during and after our travel
to Arad?
How can I begin his training-towards-selfdetermination, without rightaway
overwhelming him,
as I did in March?
I am adding images of Mika alone (without Tomer)
from the sculpture "Tomer-Mika" on June
30, 2008.
I discovered them in Immanuel's folder: they were photographed on
January 12, 2008
And a similar scene, but 3 months later:
on April 26, 2008
song
of the day
I have a friend, brown like
chocolate...
how wonderful to have so many friends in all kinds of colors....
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