no date;checked for updates on February 19,
2009
pp38
I'm Enraged!
God's Response
Spirit, I have been cruising through the
GodChannel and I am enraged.
Who are these people and who are you?? WHERE IS THE MOTHER?!?!
"Thank you for your clear and deep expression of rage.
It is important for me to hear it,
and I'm grateful for your honesty.
I am also happy
that you are able to be in alignment with this part of the Mother
and choose to express it here.
And you're asking the same question I am, 'Where's the Mother?'
"You and I both know
that she's been smashed and bashed
and blown apart into millions of pieces.
Now the question I have is how can we work together, Spirit and
human,
to find even her most lost parts and help them come back into
wholeness?"
This feels like before;
Spirit, Body and Heart making plans WITHOUT THE MOTHER[!!!!],
JUST LIKE THE FIRST TIME AROUND!!!
Always leaving out Will!
WHO ARE YOU!?!?
"You have addressed me as Spirit, and
that's who I am.
And I know this feels not only like the first time around,
but like each of the thousands of times
since that I've offered my hand in a serious attempt at healing.
And each time instead of the healing I intended and expected,
I watched in horror as my hand smacked you down again.
"I smacked you when offering love and healing
because I had not yet reclaimed all of my own essence
that I had denied.
I offered Light and my shadow reached you instead.
"We have both suffered greatly
each time my denials caused another terrible reversal
of our healing efforts and our love.
For these past failures, I am truly sorry.
I have already apologized, and I do it again now.
And I will apologize as many times more
as there are parts of the Mother still suffering as lost Will.
"Now we are challenged to work together again at healing.
This time is different than all of the others
because I no longer look to the Mother
as the source of her own suffering.
I look to myself, and specifically to my denials.
I must reclaim all of my lost Light
before I can be any help at all
to the Will's most lost and damaged parts.
My presence here on this website
and my relating with the contributors here is part of that work."
The things that people
write to you
and the things that you say
all seem so sedate and subdued
considering how much pain,
how many denials and judgments are present on Earth right now.
The way you all sound
triggers me into such terror and rage (yes, I will go into them).
I am terrified that there will never be a place
that feels good to me as Will essence.
You all sound just like the Angels did.
What about expression of long held emotions??
"This is the work,
and it is not only the expression of emotions.
Emotions need movement,
and acceptance is necessary for them
before they can move in safety.
The complete acceptance of long held emotions is
what makes the difference
between the reenactment of their original cause
and their healing.
Here on the Spirit side of things,
we're still working on building that acceptance
as well as the other healing resources
that will be needed by the most lost Will
when she's ready to move into healing and wholeness."
What about the gap?!?
What about Heart being DEAD?!?
WE HAVE TO SAVE HIM IF WE ARE GOING TO SAVE OURSELVES!!!!
What about the Father of Manifestation?!?
WHERE IS THE MOTHER?!? --
My Mother's daughter
"You are pointing
the direction this material is heading.
Please stay with us as it continues to evolve.
And thank you again for your expression here."
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