pp9 BODY, the Master Healer of Creation
See also pp50 and the page "Keys to Body" , dedicated to God's Body
And most of all see : Body is God [June 2004] and "Focusing" [October 2007]

"the human body as the archetypal representation of all bodies,
the microcosm of all manifestation."

2001_08_31; last update; 2009_02_12

Maryam, 2001_10_25

I interrupted my coping with my lesson:
Don't approach the Mother until asked!
Two weeks of intense computer work
on editing all the Godchannel Material
brought me in conscious contact with
the alarming discomfort of my Body.

It occurred that I zapped into a movie
which could serve as a demonstration
of utter, utmost denial of Will & Body:

The 2 years training of American parachutists
before their invasion into Normandie in 1944.

The horror to see these war volunteers
victimized  and victimizing themselves,
oppressed  and oppressing themselves,
overriding all their Will & Body needs!

It also occurred, that - while coping with
the problems of editing Godchannel files
I got stuck again and again with "/body".

Is there a  message  in the coincidence
between me experiencing the war men
and me getting stuck in an Internet file?

I am extremely alert and watchful
 not to override Body, My Partner,
by working at the computer all day long.
I don't even sit in a back damaging chair
 but kneel with a bench under my bottom,
my formerly hurting spine upright,
breathing as often as I remember,
sighing and sounding ever so often
standing up every 40 minutes or so,
for physical work or dance or walk.

But Body still does not feel at ease.

Now he is pounding into my head:
730 days, probably 16 hours a day,
these men trained in winning war.


What about You - training
for winning World healing?
Let BODY's Will lead you
every moment of your life!

Body's Will wants balance between
the pleasure of manifold movement
and the pleasure of creative rest.
No disscrimination against Will's Desire
of letting and helping Spirit-Mind play
the Healingkiss Computer Internet Game.

I saw It., 3, woken up from a nap.
His body was twisting, stretching
in continous, graceful movement
for a whole hour before he got up.

What Spirit says about despising Body,
I identify with sadly.
I selected this belief from the teachings
I got in my childhood:
"You are not your body!
The body has to be "overcome"!

In addition to my body's "inherent" discomfort
soon to be acerbated by many chronic pains -
I hated my body even more than most girls do.
I was considered fat , ridiculed by my mother,
and though it was a mild fatness - objectively,
at that time I believed that if only I were slim-
all other - quite big -problems could be solved.

Mind you, that was not yet a time
of annorectic Barbie beauty ideals
and I was a seriously religious girl.

All my life, I wanted to leave my body,
even at the times when I wanted to live.

In winter 96/97 felt especially terrible.
Without being sick, I counted 10 pains.
 'What for?' I kept asking on the inside.

Finally I heard Body's answer:
"You are still only using me,
instead of being my partner."

My commitment towards Body
which I've been trying to fulfill,
has been ever more rewarding.
For the last blessed five months
no sickness and no serious pain.
No aging appears to take place.
Even  more and more dark hair
sprouts on my 'old' white head.

But Body's discomfort stays on.
Breathing still needs awareness.

This very day so many soldiers
deny their Body, deny their Will
 - they tear humankind to pieces.

I listen to Body, I listen to Will.
We train for healing the World.

2001/10/26

I just found this:

Maryam, 2001/11/11
Watch the date and its numbers!

The French philosopher Gabriel Marcel, used to say :
"I am my body and I have my body ". (1955)

I zapped into a 1996 German documentary:
Guangdong Modern Dance Company China
with a Godchannel kind of title:
"AUFBRUCH DER KOERPER"
Embarking(?) or launch(?) of the BODIES.

The interviews with the dancers took place,
while each one improvised a dancing dialog
with him/herself as appearing on a TV screen
in a dance scene that had been filmed before.

I tried to capture and memorize one statement:
"Not only dancers on all the floor of the world,
but every human being should become aware
of the beauty of his/her bodyness Koerperlichkeit.

I thought that this translation was my invention.
And, in fact, Babylon knows of no such word.
But it refers to the Web with 73 results!
In one of them I found this quote from Freud:

"A person’s own body, and above all its surface,
is a place from which both external and internal perceptions may spring.
It is seen like any other object,
but to the touch it yields two kinds of sensations,
one of which may be equivalent to an internal perception.
Psychophysiology has fully discussed the manner
in which a person’s own body attains its special position
among other objects in the world of perception.
Pain, too, seems to play a part in the process,
and the way in which we gain new knowledge of our organs during painful illnesses
is perhaps a model of the way by which in general we arrive at the idea of our body."

"The ego is first and foremost a bodily ego;
it is not merely a surface entity,
but is itself the projection of a surface " (Freud, 1923 ) .

Maryam, 2002/01/26

Yesterday I wrote a hymn to my Body,
and today I again came across a description,
that made me blush with shame,
when I read it the first time:

2003_06_13